That's a bit sad stinkyfish, that might not be the best reasons to be doing DMT if it's nothing more than an escape as I feel there could be more going on there.
You sound like you are not in the best state of mind, and end your sentence with a somewhat vague statement that you are planning to at sometime end your life. I truly hope that this is not the case and that I interpreted your message wrong.
You didn't interpret wrong. I will be leaving on my own accord.
Understandable but sad considering how precious life is... you only have one. Everyone has different circumstances and if you are able to complain you are able to change some small aspect. Hopefully you find a reason to live even if only to find your next trip. Cancer or other debilitating ailments I understand completely and to each their own. I do suggest before making a permanent decision is traveling a little or even just diving deeper into something you enjoy whatever that is. Growing plants has helped many and being more in touch with nature. Just a suggestion...
If needed we can guide you to a better counseling place to help you with your issues?
Yields have nothing to do with attitude. Lots of evil people make dmt and even sell it. Life choices have nothing to do with yields. I wants to leave has nothing to do with others. It is a trick no one cares, they just want the title of saving someone.
Not as much DMT salt was converted to freebase: Because you used much less lye ( like less than 50% as Noman's already has a very healthy excess ) than your friend? (unlikely) I don't understand this comment. ( sorry Im not bright) are you saying use more lye?
Well, it seems clear to me that your troubled mental state must be impacting your ability to follow the optimal extraction protocol, so it has everything to do with it. That doesn't mean you're evil does it? It means you're somehow unfocussed, which has nothing to do with your motivations. The fact that these "evil" people may be extracting DMT for commercial gain is neither here nor there - despite it being something which, here at the Nexus, we absolutely do not condone - it means that they are operating with focussed intent, thereby guiding them towards their envisaged success.
One STB tek being very much like another, I can only advise that you study the essential principles of extraction in order to better grasp how you can optimise the process for your particular situation. Here is a good outline:
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I'm saying that *if* you used much less lye than your high yielding friend, then adding more might help.
I used 100 grams or powdered bark and 100 grams of Lye like the tek called for
Thank you
My life has nothing to do with anyone. I just wanted to know why and what will get me a better yeilWell, it seems clear to me that your troubled mental state must be impacting your ability to follow the optimal extraction protocol, so it has everything to do with it. That doesn't mean you're evil does it? It means you're somehow unfocussed, which has nothing to do with your motivations. The fact that these "evil" people may be extracting DMT for commercial gain is neither here nor there - despite it being something which, here at the Nexus, we absolutely do not condone - it means that they are operating with focussed intent, thereby guiding them towards their envisaged success.
It also strikes me that if you really didn't want help concerning your suicidal ideation, you perhaps wouldn't be dropping subtle hints on an internet forum and then whining about it when people pick up on it. It just gives me the feeling that you're scared to ask for help. I can understand how social structures and role models may make it difficult and possibly even embarrassing to admit to some kind of "weakness" - not to mention that healthcare can be very expensive in some parts of the world, but look, nobody's impressed by macho posturing around here, so just chill out bit.
You've got a resource created and maintained by real, genuine people here who form a caring community - as best we can, over the internet - where we do actually look after our members when in genuine need. Open your eyes to the gratitude shown here. Find some inspiration. Then go and extract the living hell out of that bark!
Take it from me, as someone who's been to a lot dark stuff, it's totally relatable that sympathy will be the last thing that you want. That's not what we're offering. None of us wants the role of "saviour" (after all, look what happened to the last one!) We would prefer the world to be a better place, and that extends to stretching out a hand to lift up those who are struggling in whatever way. Yeah, how self-indulgent of us to want to shut up Joe Misery over here from killing our buzz, by showing him a nice time
Take it or leave it, these are just the random thoughts of some goofball on the internet.
Are you escaping from a religious upbringing, by any chance?
My life is my own. Did not ask for help on life, I asked for help on yields.Well, it seems clear to me that your troubled mental state must be impacting your ability to follow the optimal extraction protocol, so it has everything to do with it. That doesn't mean you're evil does it? It means you're somehow unfocussed, which has nothing to do with your motivations. The fact that these "evil" people may be extracting DMT for commercial gain is neither here nor there - despite it being something which, here at the Nexus, we absolutely do not condone - it means that they are operating with focussed intent, thereby guiding them towards their envisaged success.
It also strikes me that if you really didn't want help concerning your suicidal ideation, you perhaps wouldn't be dropping subtle hints on an internet forum and then whining about it when people pick up on it. It just gives me the feeling that you're scared to ask for help. I can understand how social structures and role models may make it difficult and possibly even embarrassing to admit to some kind of "weakness" - not to mention that healthcare can be very expensive in some parts of the world, but look, nobody's impressed by macho posturing around here, so just chill out bit.
You've got a resource created and maintained by real, genuine people here who form a caring community - as best we can, over the internet - where we do actually look after our members when in genuine need. Open your eyes to the gratitude shown here. Find some inspiration. Then go and extract the living hell out of that bark!
Take it from me, as someone who's been to a lot dark stuff, it's totally relatable that sympathy will be the last thing that you want. That's not what we're offering. None of us wants the role of "saviour" (after all, look what happened to the last one!) We would prefer the world to be a better place, and that extends to stretching out a hand to lift up those who are struggling in whatever way. Yeah, how self-indulgent of us to want to shut up Joe Misery over here from killing our buzz, by showing him a nice time
Take it or leave it, these are just the random thoughts of some goofball on the internet.
Are you escaping from a religious upbringing, by any chance?
