ForgottenOne
Rising Star
Hello fellow space travelers. I have lots of expierence with spice (estimated 800+ smoked doses over 3 years) however I will speak of my most important expierence.
It was december 21 2012 and proceeding this trip i called out the spirits saying "show me what i need to see" I took at least 100mg of pure in one puff out of a glass bulb I am a beast at hitting pipes and blocking the caugh reflex. I then handed the pipe to my friend and proceded to black out for a few seconds. The next part is hard to explain but basically it was so intense I couldn't accept that I would survive. I thought about spice but my brain wouldn't accept that it was just our friend Dimitri. I thought I invented a new drug and was never going to be the same again I started to cry and put my hands on my head bent over on a chair (I only know that because of the 2 witneses) I remember my friend saying "you just have to beat it" so then I thought I was for sure doomed I couldn't beat this. Then it came to me I KNEW I was going to die not like I think I'm dieing or I think I'm going to die I was most certain more then anything in my life death was coming in minutes I then said "I don't know if I believe in god" which I didn't at the time. Eventually it wore off and I jumped up screaming "I thought I was going to die but I have another 40 years to live" since that expierence I have realized (personal belief not trying to preach) that not believing in anything is un healthy for a human being in my new opinion.
Oral expierence to much harma 178mg in orange juice. When it kicked in i was near paralyzed my friend got very ill i didnt however i dieted and fasted he did not. I was coming in and out of black out i kept forgetting who i was where i was who i was with and what i did in cycles when i finally remebered i would black out again. I was fighting the trip i hated forgetting i was a person but as soon as i would regain that knownledge i would black out and be back to baby status. I do remember feeling very guilty for not living my life for service (before I even read steps to inner peace). Also i remember feeling pure bliss one second pure doom the next then i felt like i just threw up (didnt know that was a feeling till then).
Well that's all I remember from trips worth talking about thank you for reading
It was december 21 2012 and proceeding this trip i called out the spirits saying "show me what i need to see" I took at least 100mg of pure in one puff out of a glass bulb I am a beast at hitting pipes and blocking the caugh reflex. I then handed the pipe to my friend and proceded to black out for a few seconds. The next part is hard to explain but basically it was so intense I couldn't accept that I would survive. I thought about spice but my brain wouldn't accept that it was just our friend Dimitri. I thought I invented a new drug and was never going to be the same again I started to cry and put my hands on my head bent over on a chair (I only know that because of the 2 witneses) I remember my friend saying "you just have to beat it" so then I thought I was for sure doomed I couldn't beat this. Then it came to me I KNEW I was going to die not like I think I'm dieing or I think I'm going to die I was most certain more then anything in my life death was coming in minutes I then said "I don't know if I believe in god" which I didn't at the time. Eventually it wore off and I jumped up screaming "I thought I was going to die but I have another 40 years to live" since that expierence I have realized (personal belief not trying to preach) that not believing in anything is un healthy for a human being in my new opinion.
Oral expierence to much harma 178mg in orange juice. When it kicked in i was near paralyzed my friend got very ill i didnt however i dieted and fasted he did not. I was coming in and out of black out i kept forgetting who i was where i was who i was with and what i did in cycles when i finally remebered i would black out again. I was fighting the trip i hated forgetting i was a person but as soon as i would regain that knownledge i would black out and be back to baby status. I do remember feeling very guilty for not living my life for service (before I even read steps to inner peace). Also i remember feeling pure bliss one second pure doom the next then i felt like i just threw up (didnt know that was a feeling till then).
Well that's all I remember from trips worth talking about thank you for reading
