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Only post if you are completely not your normal you

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Epic indica, right now I don't even remember how my "normal I" is.

But I don't feel normal, so I guess it's ok to post.

Although I might be wrong.

I'll leave it to the mods consideration, if you guys think this is my normal me please delete the post.

This northern lights smells just too good.
 
Almost 4 am. And I am onnnnnn... Sleep deprivation!! Yay.

This is the last 12 hour shift this week. And hopefully no more for a looong while. I am def not myself right now. Gonna be an interesting drive home.
 
I'm re-posting this for Dontbesosure2:

Where is that drunken post thread? I've been looking for it for 10 minure s now and cant find it haha. I have my apartment cleaned, bills paid and any and all family obligations taken care off and am planning a voyage for tomorrow morning. It has been one week since my sisters suicide, and finally I feel like I am in a state where I can learn something form the experience. acceptance is a tough thing to recognize. for almost a week now the other world has been calling my name. and I have resisted because of my fragile state of mind. But now I am as prepared as I can be, and I feel my inner heart calling for me. telling me that it has a message for me, that all I need to do is open the inhibitions of my mind and receive what she has to tell me. So I sit here now, nicely buzzed for the first time ever by myself, with nothing to hold me back. at peace with whatever I may see or learn in the morning, be it a bad trip or good one, My heart and soul have told me to do it.... I started this journey out of curiosity. curiosity about the world around me and inside of me. Now I feel like it called me at this difficult time for a reason. because without the lessons I have already learned from my very limited experience with this molecule, I wouldnt have the peace I feel right now. Wish me luck in my morning voyayge, and please forgive my drunken rambling.
 
My tongue hurts, by which I mean I think it hurt's but I can't be sure it actually hurts because I may just be thinking it hurts...

It's certainly a tangled web we weave on this one I guess is the jist of what I'm saying.

I'm tired I'll tell ya that much!
 
soulfood said:
My tongue hurts, by which I mean I think it hurt's but I can't be sure it actually hurts because I may just be thinking it hurts...

It's certainly a tangled web we weave on this one I guess is the jist of what I'm saying.

I'm tired I'll tell ya that much!
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:lol:

On a completely unrelated note.... or is it???


Nothing beats that puking in the bathtub naked total rebirth kinda purge when it comes to reminders on why it's good to be alive!
 
I'm still in the afterglow of another, pretty amazing trip. Only dmt.

Lately, I've been getting these two hour or so long trips out of it. Somewhere in my trip, I relearned how to smoalk dmt, again. Only two bowls.. maybe 30mg each.

Trains of thought just keep coming and going..

I had a real point to come on here.. in this thread specifically.. but, I may have lost it.

Oh, and I learned about this third thing. Choice. Option. Selection. It's there. I can't remember what the first two options were, but, the third had to do with opening.
Just think out out ouuuutside the box. It's there.
 
Soy sauce said:
I had a real point to come on here.. in this thread specifically.. but, I may have lost it.
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I remember why I came here last night. To share my experiences...

So, I just took this wonderful hit. Started to lose touch with myself, and everything around.
I got this weird, warm fuzzy feeling in my groin, and lower stomach area.
"That feels niiice"😁

Until it just kept growing.. and growing, and growing.
"Oh CRAP. I reeeeeeally have to PEE!"
If I didn't get up and/or move around, I would have pissed myself. I couldn't make it all the way downstairs in the dark, with THIS STUFF happening to my vision. I can't even find where that door used to be...

Sadly..(Or luckily, however you want to put it) I found an empty soda bottle.:cry: I'm quite embarassed to say, and, even to do it, but.. I had to pee in that bottle. No two ways around it. Either pee in that bottle, or all over myself. In a room that is slowly not becoming a room anymore. Doors are up on the ceiling, I can't tell which wall is which. If they even are walls anymore.
But.. I did it. I peed in that damn bottle. And then I thought I peed all over my hand. Which turned out to be just sweat, but.. for five minutes, I was just looking at my hands, wondering what was wet. IF it was wet. DID I just do that?
STOP THINKING.:!:

:roll: Yeaa.. that happened.
 
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