Opening up my mind to you!

[Dynocrimax]

Hello fellow entheogenic enthusiasts! I am a 24 year old male living in the Unified Stars of Acuity. (lol)

First a little background about myself. I love nature and I am an avid outdoors-man. I hunt for food not sport. I love fishing mostly catch and release.. in the grease! lol Just kidding. They are tasty though!

I went to college for computer science, on the side of electronic technician ( circuit analysis) but have yet to use what I learned in the real world. I worked in IT for a few years, got laid off, unemployed for a year then working for a mental hospital and just got fired a month ago. That really gave me a different perspective, being around schizophrenic, mood disorder, narcissistic, drug induced psychosis human beings. I felt like we were the crazy ones! Anyway enough about that.

My history of substances started when I was a freshman in high school when I started smoking cannabis. I am a connoisseur at best and is my plant of choice. I also partake in Kratom, my second favorite, next to real opiates of course I have taken mushroooms twice, first time was a mere 5 grams fresh, very good. Second time I took 2 grams dried then an hour later two tabs of what I believe was LSD. Walls, floors still objects, grass trees and plants were all in motion. Things, objects, lines and shapes were all forming, lights were showing up everywhere ( my friend saw a thousand black snakes in the backyard, lol). ** I have taken HBWR and after the first time (4 yrs ago) I said I would never do it again following that vicious death defying vomiting. Three more times after that and I just purchased 50 a few weeks ago lol. Here is a little poem I wrote when I first had them while under their spell.( Don't laugh lol)

Indeed the sacred seed, has turned my life into a greed.
When I look into the eyes, my secret life is a disguise.
It seems this world was built to last, but forever more my life will pass.
So when I look into the sky, I feel a need, I have to cry.
But when the end seems far away,
I'll drift into the sky of gray.

After researching for numerous months I would like to visit the mind of Ayahuasca, which is what brought me to your forum.

I hope to be able to contribute to the community and thanks for reading my thread!

Have a great day!

 

[Droopy]

Mind if I ask exactly what it was that drew you to trying ayahuasca?

 

[Poads]

You gotta wash and clean those HBWR seeds before taking them or you will get sick!

 

[Dynocrimax]

Mind if I ask exactly what it was that drew you to trying ayahuasca?

I'm not sure what turned me on to Ayahuasca to be honest. I did try it once when a relative of mine brought some back from Peru. Although I didn't get to experience it much I did feel some effect from what I suspected was just the MAOI part. His wife actually brought it back but he was under the influence of thinking there were more than one dose in the bottle so I consumed maybe less than half. He would not understand when I told him the whole thing was probably one dose and proceeded to call him an idiot that he wasted it for not giving up the whole thing.. Anyway, I would like to use it as a tool to learn about myself ( or just more questions) or whatever it decides to reveal to me. I'm pretty open minded to whatever may lie ahead, I just go with the flow. I understand that things have a habit of not working out like the way you predicted they would.

You gotta wash and clean those HBWR seeds before taking them or you will get sick!

I don't believe that sorry. I've had experiences and so other acquaintance, we never wash the seeds and didn't get sick. I found that after taking them it helps to lay in the bathtub in warm water to rid the nausea.

 

[Dynocrimax]

I didn't mean to post twice lol How do I delete this?