Hello folks, I just wanted to share my experience of overuse, I used to smoke it very regulary for about 4 months and I loved it, after that I got my spice from different source and all I had was very unpleasant trips, in one I had a panic attack, I was sure it was the spice and not me, then I got a different one and it was lovely for some time until I had weird/bad trip and when it happened I felt my heart was pounding very fast making me undestand that this is a unpleasant/bad trip, but since I had bad trip before I tried to calm down and I knew soon it will be all over, then I wanted to take a break from it and tried again after 3 months, when I did it was OK, but trip did not end as it should, my heart started to pound fast and hard, I opened my eyes it was really weird what I saw, so I took a break for another month, this time I had wonderful trip, loved it, but all the time I was sort of afraid it’s going to change to something bad, I could hear weird and unpleasant noises and in the end it just like dragged me out from lovely experience to weird feeling/trip/high heart rate and so on, now it always happens at the very end, I really want it to end like it used to, what do you think, shall I take a longer break from it? Thanks.
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Blind_Goat
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Hi MannyGa,
It appears to me the problem isn't just the spice, but your mind too.
To me it is clear that your bad experiences gave you fear of them happening again.
Have you done a check up with a medical doctor?
Do you practice sports or meditate?
Meditation should help with uncontrolled thoughts.
It appears to me the problem isn't just the spice, but your mind too.
To me it is clear that your bad experiences gave you fear of them happening again.
Have you done a check up with a medical doctor?
Do you practice sports or meditate?
Meditation should help with uncontrolled thoughts.
I have a lot of experience with this kind of fear.
Bear in mind, DMT is really neither good or bad, some trips are just easier and harder for us to handle. I share this because it's something that can shift your perspective so that you can manage and get pleasure and benefit from any space hyperspace chooses to send you. I have plenty of dark experiences, and I love them as well, even if they scare the daylights out of me. Most of my experiences at this point though are just so alien, that it's nigh impossible to categorize them as something as good or bad anymore.
What I'm getting at, is that DMT and hyperspace show us more and more over time the more experience we have with it. At least that seems to be the case for many and why a great many get really into it for a while and then end up setting it aside, sometimes for the rest of their lives. The amount of respect and reverence we have for whatever the spice has to offer, no matter what it is, can take one a very long way.
Another thing to highlight is that in a certain sense, one has almost no control over where they end up in hyperspace. You smoalk it and end up where you end up. It comes with the territory. So is what you're experiencing.
What can you do about it? Learn to really center yourself as you also learn to commit and surrender to the space. You're at a point where doing DMT is kinda big work. A threshold where you get to decide if this is something you're really want to keep doing or not. Learn to meditate, being with all your feelings and thoughts, (mentally, physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually; what one feels and thinks manifests in a myriad of ways) and being able to be inwardly still with torrent of them.
Naturally, there are many factors that can contribute to this situation: how we naturally change over time as we have new experiences of varying kinds, life altering events, mental health struggles, the perceived changing state of the world etc.
There's some part of me that feels a bit of terror anytime that I am going to DMT, no matter the dose. I've had some rough ones. I still do it... very regularly. If you ever feel you need support, feel free to also shoot me a PM.
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Bear in mind, DMT is really neither good or bad, some trips are just easier and harder for us to handle. I share this because it's something that can shift your perspective so that you can manage and get pleasure and benefit from any space hyperspace chooses to send you. I have plenty of dark experiences, and I love them as well, even if they scare the daylights out of me. Most of my experiences at this point though are just so alien, that it's nigh impossible to categorize them as something as good or bad anymore.
What I'm getting at, is that DMT and hyperspace show us more and more over time the more experience we have with it. At least that seems to be the case for many and why a great many get really into it for a while and then end up setting it aside, sometimes for the rest of their lives. The amount of respect and reverence we have for whatever the spice has to offer, no matter what it is, can take one a very long way.
Another thing to highlight is that in a certain sense, one has almost no control over where they end up in hyperspace. You smoalk it and end up where you end up. It comes with the territory. So is what you're experiencing.
What can you do about it? Learn to really center yourself as you also learn to commit and surrender to the space. You're at a point where doing DMT is kinda big work. A threshold where you get to decide if this is something you're really want to keep doing or not. Learn to meditate, being with all your feelings and thoughts, (mentally, physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually; what one feels and thinks manifests in a myriad of ways) and being able to be inwardly still with torrent of them.
Naturally, there are many factors that can contribute to this situation: how we naturally change over time as we have new experiences of varying kinds, life altering events, mental health struggles, the perceived changing state of the world etc.
There's some part of me that feels a bit of terror anytime that I am going to DMT, no matter the dose. I've had some rough ones. I still do it... very regularly. If you ever feel you need support, feel free to also shoot me a PM.
One love
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