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Perception of yourself in the DMT trip
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If in full flight in hyperspace i don't really think about my body, it kind of gets left behind. it is there and you feel conscious of it sometimes but theres never really a physical sensation to it.
Lower doses can give you a body load which emphasises the cage that we are usually confined to
Lower doses can give you a body load which emphasises the cage that we are usually confined to
MooshyPeaches
Rising Star
Definitely disembodied
Sometimes when I'm blasting off I look down for a moment and see my hands, fingers, and legs. I see them take on life of thier own as they almost turn into a sort of root with bark and veins and they grow into the earth and then I'm gone...........
Other times I am disembodied and I can watch myself sort of pixelate and disolve, or corrode into goop! Very starteling.
I once watche small red slug like creatures crawling around me, removing pieces of me until there was only space. It was painless, It scared me soo much, I was crying when I came out of it.
Most of the time I am not aware of my body so much. At times I am aware of my breathing or lack there of.
One of the strangest things that happens to me from time to time is I will get a mist or droplets that comes out of my nose. I never recall blowing my nose, but it happens none the less. This tends to happen on vaporized doses larger than 50mg.
Other times I am disembodied and I can watch myself sort of pixelate and disolve, or corrode into goop! Very starteling.
I once watche small red slug like creatures crawling around me, removing pieces of me until there was only space. It was painless, It scared me soo much, I was crying when I came out of it.
Most of the time I am not aware of my body so much. At times I am aware of my breathing or lack there of.
One of the strangest things that happens to me from time to time is I will get a mist or droplets that comes out of my nose. I never recall blowing my nose, but it happens none the less. This tends to happen on vaporized doses larger than 50mg.
Higher sub-breakthroughs have left me looking through the bones in my face which were of course painted up with hyperspace. I conditioned myself to smile if I ever became aware and this shifts things visually. Sometimes the face is not mine upon recognition until hyperspace fades in intensity. Then the 'oh that's my face' self-awareness overtakes the 'wtf is that' experience.
Once on a launch assisted by harmalas my eyes opened and saw my hand with it's many many fingers. There were glimpses of my body but realisation of the absolute symmetry of it and the environment (shower) was most prominent. With all that was happening there was also this body poised in grace and it was somehow deeply connected to the moment in resonant symmetry. Thoughts of self were drops in the ocean however tide changing they were.
Usually my perception of myself in hyperspace is a thought process awareness and I am encouraged to keep that at a minimum (quiet the mind) because it takes up room that hyperspace could utilise better in the moment.
A solid bufo dose will have excellent perceptions of self available to the experience in whatever capacity.
Once on a launch assisted by harmalas my eyes opened and saw my hand with it's many many fingers. There were glimpses of my body but realisation of the absolute symmetry of it and the environment (shower) was most prominent. With all that was happening there was also this body poised in grace and it was somehow deeply connected to the moment in resonant symmetry. Thoughts of self were drops in the ocean however tide changing they were.
Usually my perception of myself in hyperspace is a thought process awareness and I am encouraged to keep that at a minimum (quiet the mind) because it takes up room that hyperspace could utilise better in the moment.
A solid bufo dose will have excellent perceptions of self available to the experience in whatever capacity.
Dedalus
Rising Star
azrael:
When I got slightly uncomfortable in my DMT trip, I smiled, and everything changed into smiling, more approachable energy, then I let myself go, I guess. Thinking on it now, that was probably sub-breakthrough. Even though I had no idea I was me or that I had a body until I landed back inside it.
When I got slightly uncomfortable in my DMT trip, I smiled, and everything changed into smiling, more approachable energy, then I let myself go, I guess. Thinking on it now, that was probably sub-breakthrough. Even though I had no idea I was me or that I had a body until I landed back inside it.
At lower doses I still recognise who I am, I even like to look at myself from time to time, but at higher doses there is no me, I have no time to even comprehend what a body is.
There have been ocassions when ive looked at myself at higher doses and have had all my limbs broken into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle.
There have been ocassions when ive looked at myself at higher doses and have had all my limbs broken into pieces like a jigsaw puzzle.