And here I am back from the year's first brachy with rue ceremony.
İt is exciting because I have been working on my rue medicine since a long a time and I finally seem to have caught a most effective sweet spot.
50 minutes after the rue, I drank 1.5g concentrated dry brachy tea. Perhaps it sounds like a ridiculously small amount to most but I really felt that i should not drink more. Brachy invokes a trepidation in me because I am still in the process of getting to know it, but also because of a certain quality of the trance which I will describe shortly.
İn the end it was a mild experience, however it was ecstatic and deeply satisfying. The onset is sneaky and it comes in waves.
There was no toxicity, no side effects whatsoever. Just pure divine light.
İt is extremely reminiscent of Psychotria viridis, much more than all the other DMT admixture plants I have tried, and I have gotten to know all the popular ones and more.
Like Psychotria: (Divine) Feminine, sharp, precise, "with a very sharp scalpel that quickly cuts deep into the psyche".
Extremely insightful and teaching. Felt like a master teacher plant of another level.
The visuals and insights are two sides of the same coin, both constantly flowing and morphing at very high speed. İt's like a high speed information highway. I had the insight that it would benefit from being prepared as a single unified medicine with rue, that this would ground and calm it down.
Having such a deep and high level trance quality is also it's weakness. İt leaves you with an overdrive third eye and weakened embodiment / ungroundedness. This actually is the norm for Ayahuasca and analogues, but I got so used to phragmites which is different. İn my mind brachy and phragmites quickly formed a polar relationship, phragmites being masculine, expansive, integrative/wholistic, brachy being feminine, deep, branching.
Brachy for me is the most accurate estimation of pure DMT as a plant
And it is the only phalaris that is safe and meant for use as an Ayahuasca analogue.