I accidently OD'ed in a sense on DMT once. It was without a doubt the most terrifying few minutes of my life. Now, years ago now I poisoned myself with Iboga whole root (couldn't walk for 3/4 days), had an incredibly harrowing smoked Salvia 20x trip on LSD (a very painful experience of being squashed between infinite dimensions) and was on a plane that looked pretty much like it was going to crash in South Africa. Now, with the latter experience, I was actually fairly chilled. The experience was completely out of my control, nothing I could do would change the situation, so why worry, was my logic at the time (I will admit the fear increased markedly the last 10 seconds before landing/crashing, I really didn't want to burn alive).
None of these experiences can compare to that pure, exquisite, unrelenting, ferocious, cosmic terror of that smoked DMT experience. A friend and myself had consumed some Syrian Rue and some DMT freebase, but the experience was very chilled, pleasant but low key. So with the assistance of my friend, I loaded up the pipe, I think the dose may have been around 100mg...whatever it was, way too much...I smoked it, one big toke, then another...already, looking down the pipe at my friend and the room I noticed it was already more transformed than I'd ever experienced before on DMT. I noticed this weird rippling in the air (only seen it twice before...once on a VERY intense pharma trip, once on a 50g caapi/1g Copelandia mushroom/250mg DMT experience). He encouraged me to take on final toke, Terrence McKenna style...and I did so. Within a few seconds, I was panicking. It felt like I was getting electrocuted, that my nervous system had just been cranked into a system of much higher voltage than it was built for. The universe just exploded, and I was thrown into an incredibly alien dimension that I could not understand or navigate in any way...my primal fear circuits had been jacked on in a very powerful way...I felt like I was being probed by something very alien, kinda like an alien abduction actually (but not a happy clappy one). I didn't last long, but I would not wish that experience on anyone...incredibly, amazingly menacing. Not recommended!
None of these experiences can compare to that pure, exquisite, unrelenting, ferocious, cosmic terror of that smoked DMT experience. A friend and myself had consumed some Syrian Rue and some DMT freebase, but the experience was very chilled, pleasant but low key. So with the assistance of my friend, I loaded up the pipe, I think the dose may have been around 100mg...whatever it was, way too much...I smoked it, one big toke, then another...already, looking down the pipe at my friend and the room I noticed it was already more transformed than I'd ever experienced before on DMT. I noticed this weird rippling in the air (only seen it twice before...once on a VERY intense pharma trip, once on a 50g caapi/1g Copelandia mushroom/250mg DMT experience). He encouraged me to take on final toke, Terrence McKenna style...and I did so. Within a few seconds, I was panicking. It felt like I was getting electrocuted, that my nervous system had just been cranked into a system of much higher voltage than it was built for. The universe just exploded, and I was thrown into an incredibly alien dimension that I could not understand or navigate in any way...my primal fear circuits had been jacked on in a very powerful way...I felt like I was being probed by something very alien, kinda like an alien abduction actually (but not a happy clappy one). I didn't last long, but I would not wish that experience on anyone...incredibly, amazingly menacing. Not recommended!
