SeekingPelican
Rising Star
Some days I ago I posted about my concern of having multiple DMT experiences that were very weak. Eventually I was able to return to powerful DMT experiences, but the question always remained in my mind of why there might be such profound differences in trip ‘quality’. I keep a record of all my experiences that includes physical location and time, as well as details of the actual experience.
I was looking over my log and noticed that all of my weaker experiences were done in the same location. I had not made that connection until now. So, I did an experiment. I prepared a dose of 28mg and administered it in my troublesome location. This location is indoors in a clean, quiet, comfortable room of my home. Sure enough, my trip was very underwhelming. Weak, shadowy visuals and light somatic effects.
When I returned to baseline after 30 minutes, I prepared 25mg and administered in a location where I recorded my most powerful experiences. This location is outdoors; also clean, peaceful, and safe. I was swept into a small modest temple of four walls with a woman in the center, sitting on pillows in the lotus position, under a flowing canopy. My consciousness melted into the temple and I realized that I could become the temple. As I surrendered, the temple and the woman glowed bright white. There was a small piece of myself that intervened and cautioned me that I would lose myself forever if I went too far. Although this is a poor description, I felt that I was 5% me, and 95% pure consciousness. The sensation was so glorious. As the temple began to fade, I started to regain sensation of my feet and my head. I could feel itching in both. I asked ‘why is there pain?’. The temple answered ‘pain is a facet of forgetting.’ I emerged with tears.
We all know that ‘set and setting’ and key ingredients to a powerful experience. I believe I have collected strong evidence, for myself at least, that proper setting is even more than a clean, comfortable, safe place. I believe that the physical geo-coordinates are also a critical factor. Indoors vs outdoors are another obvious factor (although I have had many powerful experiences indoors in other rooms of my house).
I am certain that my own expectations of how this experiment would turn out could have played a huge role. However, my notes of prior journeys predate this expectation, and the results are consistent.
I hope this report is useful, or at least interesting, to someone else.
Peace.
I was looking over my log and noticed that all of my weaker experiences were done in the same location. I had not made that connection until now. So, I did an experiment. I prepared a dose of 28mg and administered it in my troublesome location. This location is indoors in a clean, quiet, comfortable room of my home. Sure enough, my trip was very underwhelming. Weak, shadowy visuals and light somatic effects.
When I returned to baseline after 30 minutes, I prepared 25mg and administered in a location where I recorded my most powerful experiences. This location is outdoors; also clean, peaceful, and safe. I was swept into a small modest temple of four walls with a woman in the center, sitting on pillows in the lotus position, under a flowing canopy. My consciousness melted into the temple and I realized that I could become the temple. As I surrendered, the temple and the woman glowed bright white. There was a small piece of myself that intervened and cautioned me that I would lose myself forever if I went too far. Although this is a poor description, I felt that I was 5% me, and 95% pure consciousness. The sensation was so glorious. As the temple began to fade, I started to regain sensation of my feet and my head. I could feel itching in both. I asked ‘why is there pain?’. The temple answered ‘pain is a facet of forgetting.’ I emerged with tears.
We all know that ‘set and setting’ and key ingredients to a powerful experience. I believe I have collected strong evidence, for myself at least, that proper setting is even more than a clean, comfortable, safe place. I believe that the physical geo-coordinates are also a critical factor. Indoors vs outdoors are another obvious factor (although I have had many powerful experiences indoors in other rooms of my house).
I am certain that my own expectations of how this experiment would turn out could have played a huge role. However, my notes of prior journeys predate this expectation, and the results are consistent.
I hope this report is useful, or at least interesting, to someone else.
Peace.