DMT_Tom
Rising Star
Greetings. This is an account of last night's very intense and productive HBWR trip that I would not care to repeat!
I ate 6 whole seeds with two dramamine (zero nausea entire trip). The first 3 hours surprised me at the euphoric intensity. I couldn't even finish a sentence before bursting into giggles. My mind was zooming in so many directions that focus on a normal task became impossible. Then I reached a state where I needed to experiment with my deep inner psyche. I consciously decided to change the direction of the trip into dark thoughts, seeing if my mind was capable of handling the test.
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My mood instantly changed. I reached a state of existential despair and was shown several issues in my life that needed action. Today, I have taken appropriate action on these issues and I feel absolutely fantastic.
This was a juicy mind trip brimming with euphoric joy and undertones of existential despair, topped off by a peacefully powerful comedown. However I would not recommend it, it was awfully intense. After 9 hours (yep, 9) I got some alarming vasoconstriction that made me breathe in shallow breaths and caused my throat to narrow considerably. There was also tightness in my chest. However through meditation and calm breathing, I managed to relax and overcome this obstacle. I also couldn't sleep for quite some time after this experience, and my pupils got very dilated.
I wonder if this is how others on the Nexus are experiencing the seeds? I really believe that they need to be used responsibly since they showed me things that I was doing wrong and didn't allow me to escape.
I ate 6 whole seeds with two dramamine (zero nausea entire trip). The first 3 hours surprised me at the euphoric intensity. I couldn't even finish a sentence before bursting into giggles. My mind was zooming in so many directions that focus on a normal task became impossible. Then I reached a state where I needed to experiment with my deep inner psyche. I consciously decided to change the direction of the trip into dark thoughts, seeing if my mind was capable of handling the test.
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My mood instantly changed. I reached a state of existential despair and was shown several issues in my life that needed action. Today, I have taken appropriate action on these issues and I feel absolutely fantastic.
This was a juicy mind trip brimming with euphoric joy and undertones of existential despair, topped off by a peacefully powerful comedown. However I would not recommend it, it was awfully intense. After 9 hours (yep, 9) I got some alarming vasoconstriction that made me breathe in shallow breaths and caused my throat to narrow considerably. There was also tightness in my chest. However through meditation and calm breathing, I managed to relax and overcome this obstacle. I also couldn't sleep for quite some time after this experience, and my pupils got very dilated.
I wonder if this is how others on the Nexus are experiencing the seeds? I really believe that they need to be used responsibly since they showed me things that I was doing wrong and didn't allow me to escape.