Long time no see.
I haven't posted because I haven't been tripping... 2011 was the worst year of my life and my body has yet to fully recover. Namely, my adrenals need to recover. They are fux0red.
I've been working on a life-wide assessment of how to get myself back up to par. I've been seeing a naturopath, experimenting with different foods and herbs. I've had some major improvements so far (no more panic attacks!), but still have some hormonal and circadian rhythm issues that are going to take some time to fix. Some of them can't really be fixed without negatively effecting my income (e.g., dumping awful work shifts that I have to work to keep my job because I have no seniority), which is critical... and... stressful... so how to stay out of this fanged loop of self-destruction...
But, anyway, I am working very actively on all of that. ^^
ONE important thing that crossed my mind, however, is what about tryptamine psychedelics and the adrenals? I'd LOVE to eat some mushrooms (since the man has been growing lots of them), and Ayahuasca is a central part of my life. It's been five weeks since I've tripped at all. I'm wondering if I should just take, say, three months off?
It's not just getting high, it is my spirituality and my way of affirming and connecting to all life in the universe. It's my sacred-me-soul-time (even working too much so there's no time to do that, in and of itself is a big problem).
I'm basically reassessing everything in my life and seeing if it needs to change, or if it's helping me heal. Does anyone have some nice, shiny, science-y information about tryptamines and adrenal function that would help me make a better decision about how to manage my chemical spirituality while rebalancing my life?
Thanks so much!
Hope you're all having lots of fun, soaring through the cosmos!
I have to start with getting my face off the ground... :?:
I haven't posted because I haven't been tripping... 2011 was the worst year of my life and my body has yet to fully recover. Namely, my adrenals need to recover. They are fux0red.
I've been working on a life-wide assessment of how to get myself back up to par. I've been seeing a naturopath, experimenting with different foods and herbs. I've had some major improvements so far (no more panic attacks!), but still have some hormonal and circadian rhythm issues that are going to take some time to fix. Some of them can't really be fixed without negatively effecting my income (e.g., dumping awful work shifts that I have to work to keep my job because I have no seniority), which is critical... and... stressful... so how to stay out of this fanged loop of self-destruction...
But, anyway, I am working very actively on all of that. ^^
ONE important thing that crossed my mind, however, is what about tryptamine psychedelics and the adrenals? I'd LOVE to eat some mushrooms (since the man has been growing lots of them), and Ayahuasca is a central part of my life. It's been five weeks since I've tripped at all. I'm wondering if I should just take, say, three months off?
It's not just getting high, it is my spirituality and my way of affirming and connecting to all life in the universe. It's my sacred-me-soul-time (even working too much so there's no time to do that, in and of itself is a big problem).
I'm basically reassessing everything in my life and seeing if it needs to change, or if it's helping me heal. Does anyone have some nice, shiny, science-y information about tryptamines and adrenal function that would help me make a better decision about how to manage my chemical spirituality while rebalancing my life?
Thanks so much!
Hope you're all having lots of fun, soaring through the cosmos!
I have to start with getting my face off the ground... :?:
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will become more rare.