spinCycle said:
Who needs answers? I'm just looking for better questions.
But answers help you find better questions :d
On the topic of remembering trips, I think state/context-dependent learning plays a big role in making intense altered mind state experiences so hard to remember. The recall of anything you learn is highly dependent on the "mind-state" you are currently in, "mind-state" in this case referring to chemicals present in the nervous system, the state of consciousness, and the phenomenology being perceived. For example if you learned about a topic in a specific room there is actually enhanced recall of that information when you are in the same location. The same thing goes for what you were feeling like, thinking about, looking at, listening to, or any any other feature of your mental world at that moment, particularly what your attention was focused on. Any psychedelic drug effects the nervous system chemically, they are chemicals after all, and the perceived environment and state of consciousness go through serious changes as well.
The phenomenology of a DMT trip or any other psychedelic trip is very far removed from what is experienced on an everyday basis. As the situation you are currently in becomes further removed from the situation you were in during the experience there are fewer and fewer sources of "stimulation", like a similar environment, that could trigger the nervous network in which the memory you are attempting to retrieve is "stored". It is required that a part of that experience be "re-experienced" in a sense for the pathway to be activated and the memory to surface, but the types of phenomena found, including thoughts thought, during a psychedelic state are not found in everyday life. Like The Grateful One said the moment right after an experience is the best time to attempt any recall. In fact staying in the same room, and if it was something like DMT staying in the same position with your eyes closed, and running over the experience in your mind is your best shot at trying to retain any memories of the experience you had. This reinforces the memories and kind of "converts" them into something you can relate to in your normal mind-state. Any notes you take can help trigger the memory later when you read them, even if all you can remember is what you were thinking about while writing the notes its better than nothing. Also its useful to keep in mind that as you remember anything you are also editing that memory with any feelings or thoughts you "project" onto it when thinking about it. Each time that nervous network is activated new pathways are added to it and existing ones are altered, so memories can be distorted easily, especially if the memory is vague to begin with and/or triggers a strong emotional response. This includes when you remember something right after the experience so try to be as objective as possible when running over the experience in your mind, it is very easy to interpret things "into" a memory even if it is fresh.