Costanzaswallet
Rising Star
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Pretty calm .. considering
(physical condition) Set:I run but eat like crap a lot of the time
Setting (location):Living Room ... very dim with a youtube video playing music
time of day: About 2100 .. overcast
recent drug use: the herbstock
last meal: My wifes home-cooking .. pork.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: Male
body weight: 81 KG
known sensitivities: .. not sure
history of use: lots of tripping around 15 years ago .. first attempt with the deems
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Deems
Dose(s): Invalid as I don't think it all went to intention .. 35mg
Method of administration: Machine
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:30
Duration: 15 mins
First effects:
Peak: 3 mins
Come down: 15 mins
Baseline: 20-30 mins
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: My own efforts brought forth the fruits
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 1
Visual Intensity: 2
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 2 ... a but of a headache
Afterglow: 2 ... was irritable the next day
REPORT
First hit was deep and very productive .. maybe could have held it in longer.. but the rush was fast and on me.
I forced a second .. I heard a sarcastic-like voice saying "yeah .. go ahead and do that" .. the world felt like it was falling away as I was taking number two ... felt a disassociation with my body, like it felt forced and unnatural. I leaned back and exhaled. As I was, I heard the mocking type voice again saying "there you go".
As I leaned back, I could see Mayan archetype elements take on some of the structure to all the walls .. in the air .. like Mayan letters in the ether... but all very cartoon-like .. I remember thinking "Mayan Simpsons".
It felt very intense. When I closed my eyes, I could still see my room. The meditation music i had streaming on YouTube was throwing out lights as well, which again, i could see through my minds eye.
then I experienced what I would compare to a mental cleaning, or psychedelic surgery to my head. I think I saw two or three beings leaning into my livingroom 'through' the air. Like, they didn't completely enter into this realm, but they were half in and working on my head. I kept seeing water-like waves of light washing over my forehead and visualized cat-like creatures inside bubbles of energy 'licking' out pockets in my mind.. very strange, but very neat.
All the while, the energy meridian below my nose was spiraling .. like someone had two fingers between my upper lip and nose and were massaging it or spinning it pretty fast, which in turn was massaging my entire spirit-head? I could actually "feel" physical contact.
This went on for the rest of the experience.. it started to phase away and the effects got less and less until I couldn't feel them any longer..
Obviously not a breakthrough, but neat none-the-less.
(mind)Set: Pretty calm .. considering
(physical condition) Set:I run but eat like crap a lot of the time
Setting (location):Living Room ... very dim with a youtube video playing music
time of day: About 2100 .. overcast
recent drug use: the herbstock
last meal: My wifes home-cooking .. pork.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: Male
body weight: 81 KG
known sensitivities: .. not sure
history of use: lots of tripping around 15 years ago .. first attempt with the deems
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Deems
Dose(s): Invalid as I don't think it all went to intention .. 35mg
Method of administration: Machine
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:30
Duration: 15 mins
First effects:
Peak: 3 mins
Come down: 15 mins
Baseline: 20-30 mins
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: My own efforts brought forth the fruits
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3
Implesantness: 1
Visual Intensity: 2
.
.
.
AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 2 ... a but of a headache
Afterglow: 2 ... was irritable the next day
REPORT
First hit was deep and very productive .. maybe could have held it in longer.. but the rush was fast and on me.
I forced a second .. I heard a sarcastic-like voice saying "yeah .. go ahead and do that" .. the world felt like it was falling away as I was taking number two ... felt a disassociation with my body, like it felt forced and unnatural. I leaned back and exhaled. As I was, I heard the mocking type voice again saying "there you go".
As I leaned back, I could see Mayan archetype elements take on some of the structure to all the walls .. in the air .. like Mayan letters in the ether... but all very cartoon-like .. I remember thinking "Mayan Simpsons".
It felt very intense. When I closed my eyes, I could still see my room. The meditation music i had streaming on YouTube was throwing out lights as well, which again, i could see through my minds eye.
then I experienced what I would compare to a mental cleaning, or psychedelic surgery to my head. I think I saw two or three beings leaning into my livingroom 'through' the air. Like, they didn't completely enter into this realm, but they were half in and working on my head. I kept seeing water-like waves of light washing over my forehead and visualized cat-like creatures inside bubbles of energy 'licking' out pockets in my mind.. very strange, but very neat.
All the while, the energy meridian below my nose was spiraling .. like someone had two fingers between my upper lip and nose and were massaging it or spinning it pretty fast, which in turn was massaging my entire spirit-head? I could actually "feel" physical contact.
This went on for the rest of the experience.. it started to phase away and the effects got less and less until I couldn't feel them any longer..
Obviously not a breakthrough, but neat none-the-less.
