Ok so..I used to think all these horrible things about rue in comparison to caapi, based on one expereince years ago where I drank rue tea with mimosa and just thouht I was dying, and i prepared it quickly and didnt even strain it properly....but I dunno..ive felt like that with caapi ayahausca once before as well..
Anyway..I got some rue..did a manske on it..and have been adding like lumps of the extracted harmalas to my changa batches,along with the normal caapi extract..and as much as I like caapi, without the rue I jsut think now that something was missing..I cant quite explain it..its hard..but there is something VERY special about rue..there is just something about this changa that is undeniable and totally sets it apart from my old changa with just caapi extract.
These last 2 batches of changa have been more light filled and energetically healing than any other changa I have worked with..no matter how much caapi I used in the past. Rue is basically essentail now for me..I dont want to bother making changa without it..and Im adding lots of it to my batches..probly like 150mg for like a gram of changa..on top of the caapi extract..plain caapi leaf or just caapi vine infused changa doesnt cut it for me..NOTHING compared to a batch loaded with extracted harmalas..
Now..I have been reading alot about rue taken orally..and alot of people on the ayahuasca boards etc say you simply cannot get visionary effects from rue alone, becasue you cant take that much without poisoning yourslef liek you can with capppi blablabla..I jsut think its all BS now. I think people like to hold on to the idea that caapi is somehow superior or something becasue its "ayahausca" and rue isnt etc..Ive takked to alot of people here in the last week, and read other reports who all attest to rue being very entheogenic and wonderful on its own. Im not saying rue and caapi are the same..I think they are different but also similar, but def not the same things..I jsut dont think caapi is any better so far.
I havent started dosing orally with it yet, but so far, the harmalas smoked from a manske extraction are wonderful..I can definatily tell that since I started to add them to my changa that there is something special happeneing..the afterglows are also very very pronounced as compared to before..and much longer lasting..the afterglows are also more psychedelic..its more like I drank an actauly brew now for the next 25 minutes or so after I come out of trance..I havent even barely been drinking any ayahuasca lately because the changs is soo much more clearer and centered than basically anything I have ever experienced..the afterglow from this changa hasnt been like all mellow and chill..I mean I shake and make noises and hallucinate for a good while longer than my old batches of changa..it really is like an ayahuasca peak..yet more, I cant find the word, but more than any brew I have drank..
So, now I am thinking that I will start to work with rue orally, first on its own to see how the visionary effects play out under the same conditions I use caapi alone in..some people here have recently said that rue produces more of the visionary dreaming than caapi..then I will take it with mimosa..and this is all rue alks from a manske tek to remove the more toxic alkaloids..not just rue tea..
But what I really am intersted in in mixing rue alkaloidsinto my brews with caapi vine..since the best changa I have ever had now contains a caapi extract, along with the rue harmalas..and even some passionflower extract I add..really this stuff is superior IMO to changa with only caapi alks..so I have this feeling that brews with rue added to the caapi are going to become a norm for me..
I really feel so far that I just dont know what people are talking about at all in reguards to rue causing negative mental effects and caapi beng superior etc..this is all from smoking the purified harmalas, but so far all I have gotten is surprisingly amazing effects.
You know, both davinci and michalangelo have been said to attribute alot of the creative insights responcible for they're work to they're use of syrian rue as a visionary and philisohpical tool..it's been burned and inhaled ritualistically and drank as an anti parasitical tea, and probably as a visionary brew as well for so long..I am confused as to why so many people at the aya forums have said you cant get visionary effects from rue alone..is this all just political?..
Anyway..I got some rue..did a manske on it..and have been adding like lumps of the extracted harmalas to my changa batches,along with the normal caapi extract..and as much as I like caapi, without the rue I jsut think now that something was missing..I cant quite explain it..its hard..but there is something VERY special about rue..there is just something about this changa that is undeniable and totally sets it apart from my old changa with just caapi extract.
These last 2 batches of changa have been more light filled and energetically healing than any other changa I have worked with..no matter how much caapi I used in the past. Rue is basically essentail now for me..I dont want to bother making changa without it..and Im adding lots of it to my batches..probly like 150mg for like a gram of changa..on top of the caapi extract..plain caapi leaf or just caapi vine infused changa doesnt cut it for me..NOTHING compared to a batch loaded with extracted harmalas..
Now..I have been reading alot about rue taken orally..and alot of people on the ayahuasca boards etc say you simply cannot get visionary effects from rue alone, becasue you cant take that much without poisoning yourslef liek you can with capppi blablabla..I jsut think its all BS now. I think people like to hold on to the idea that caapi is somehow superior or something becasue its "ayahausca" and rue isnt etc..Ive takked to alot of people here in the last week, and read other reports who all attest to rue being very entheogenic and wonderful on its own. Im not saying rue and caapi are the same..I think they are different but also similar, but def not the same things..I jsut dont think caapi is any better so far.
I havent started dosing orally with it yet, but so far, the harmalas smoked from a manske extraction are wonderful..I can definatily tell that since I started to add them to my changa that there is something special happeneing..the afterglows are also very very pronounced as compared to before..and much longer lasting..the afterglows are also more psychedelic..its more like I drank an actauly brew now for the next 25 minutes or so after I come out of trance..I havent even barely been drinking any ayahuasca lately because the changs is soo much more clearer and centered than basically anything I have ever experienced..the afterglow from this changa hasnt been like all mellow and chill..I mean I shake and make noises and hallucinate for a good while longer than my old batches of changa..it really is like an ayahuasca peak..yet more, I cant find the word, but more than any brew I have drank..
So, now I am thinking that I will start to work with rue orally, first on its own to see how the visionary effects play out under the same conditions I use caapi alone in..some people here have recently said that rue produces more of the visionary dreaming than caapi..then I will take it with mimosa..and this is all rue alks from a manske tek to remove the more toxic alkaloids..not just rue tea..
But what I really am intersted in in mixing rue alkaloidsinto my brews with caapi vine..since the best changa I have ever had now contains a caapi extract, along with the rue harmalas..and even some passionflower extract I add..really this stuff is superior IMO to changa with only caapi alks..so I have this feeling that brews with rue added to the caapi are going to become a norm for me..
I really feel so far that I just dont know what people are talking about at all in reguards to rue causing negative mental effects and caapi beng superior etc..this is all from smoking the purified harmalas, but so far all I have gotten is surprisingly amazing effects.
You know, both davinci and michalangelo have been said to attribute alot of the creative insights responcible for they're work to they're use of syrian rue as a visionary and philisohpical tool..it's been burned and inhaled ritualistically and drank as an anti parasitical tea, and probably as a visionary brew as well for so long..I am confused as to why so many people at the aya forums have said you cant get visionary effects from rue alone..is this all just political?..