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Salvia - How very foreign

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Salvia is a strange one indeed.

My first and only Salvia 'breakthrough' happened 11 years ago when I was 16.

Sat in the backyard with a friend, and some x10 or x15 extract, can't recall.

Loaded up a bowl in a small pipe and ripped it amazingly, held it in for as long as I could...

and as I blew out the smoke, looking at my friend, my vision started to get blurry and the smoke made a strange 'disruption' in the air as it flew out. What set in next was a nice buzzy body load - I immediately started into a laughing fit! I felt so silly, it was hilarious to me. My friend loaded up a bowl and I finally was able to stop laughing.

When I say laughing fit - it was uncontrollable. So it was about 30-45 seconds after the hit, and finally the laughing stopped, and it's that moment of relief, and it was a deep breath in, and then it seemed like all the blood in my body rushed straight to my head and at this point I'm on a million mile per hour blastoff.

I look at the backyard scene: brownish grass, brown privacy fence, trees and leaves with beautiful orange and yellow and brown colors. It was autumn, and the scene I just described was depicted as if someone had drawn it all in colored pencil, using only the technique of small zigzags.

I remember how beautiful it was, but only for one moment, because the penciled scene quickly turned into some supersonically fast visual which eventually stopped on a dime.

When it stopped, in front of me was a giant red and orange and brown rotating circle - looked very much like mayan calendar type art. There were very intricate rings of designs all rotating in different directions.

This was the peak of my trip, and also the moment I went back down, because I distinctly remember a single moment of intense fear which jolted me toward the comedown.

The fear was brought on because at this moment of looking into the mayan calendar thing, I felt that behind me was only darkness, where I expected to sense my body. I didn't sense any body. I didn't know who I was, but more descriptively, I didn't know that I was. This was intensely profound, realer than real. And the moment I got scared, which snapped me back, I regretted it, and wished I hadn't been scared to experience more.

The comedown was more laughing, some heavy CEVs and slight OEVs with the trees and grass swirling, moving, etc.

I've never gotten another breakthrough on salvia. About a week later, I smoked again from that same bag and while I didn't have a breakthrough - I was totally tripping in my room sensing JESTERS all around. It started with one morphing out of a balled up towel on the ground, then they were all around my peripheral vision. They were black and white striped and some had long arms which rolled up, and some were just arms and head, with no body. They fit almost like jigsaw pieces around my peripheral, I almost felt claustrophobic...I even sensed laughing and cackling. And although I sensed that it could be scary, it really wasn't, because I was intrigued by these things in my room.

All the other times I've used salvia were confusion, which led to getting up and trying to move around.

I haven't used it in over 10 years...but now I've found DMT ;P


This is a very close rendition of what I saw - however this is more random, whereas what I saw held actual detail and perhaps information. Very close nonetheless..
Mayan_Calendar_by_wolfepaw.jpg
 
Yes, the initial salvia experience can be quite jarring. Often people try it once and never want to try it again. I remember a dream of someone's first salvia exp... it was physically unnerving, and felt like there was a stake or something driven through the head at a weird angle... just wanted it to stop. Waited it out and the aftereffects were ok but it was like "what the hell was that?".

It takes time to work with this particular guide. Subsequent experiences were more manageable, however though she is always quite an alien presence, she does get more friendly if you give her time. Do not expect too much, she is like a cat that needs to be allowed to warm up to you on her own terms.
 
Thats a great analogy. Dont fear the weirdness as behind it lies a pure and nurturing love.
Its been so long Ive almost completely forgotten everything about my experiences. Still I can recall discs of conciousness some types of organic-robotic arm hybrid thing and a sense of belonging and welcoming among the most bizarre alien environment.
I do vividly recall levitating through my ceiling back onto my bed.
 
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