KannaRas
Rising Star
null24 said:I haven't tripped since I've been off the 'done, nor since I became ex-homeless. Give me some advice, folks, does anyone at all relate to any of this and can give some good info on their experience?
Im in a similar state my friend ill try to write a little about my view
even if i make no sense at all writeing this will help me understand to a little better
So just know that by opening this subject u are helping more then yourself
I thank you.
Depression .. i know it all so well ..
What causes it ? where does it come from ?
Id say its root is in our consiousnes not accepting our current reality well ..
and trying hard to adapt into something that is not very natural to us ..
the routines created from the possibilities where u live ..
are not 100% ur choises but more of an choise from options that exist and forced to choose from in order to cooperate with the surronding *trip*
Just a note *im crazy on papers dont listen to me *
Not being able to jump into trip in the area we live is a bit of :thumb_dow
the trips one can choose from in a modern society are way more then depressing for one who can think
about hes true wishes
That shows of Fear existing in the area we are in ..
This is a curse but also a gift
Depression is a sign from ur mind that you are not in the right place
tryin to fight it with chems to blind urself from the truth something is wrong is not the way
it could easily explode one day those sunglasses that the chems provide
the suicide wall thats a rough place ...
if u go there u know that something has to be done and this cannot be overlooked and put aside
theres got to be some kind of action that will take u far from that place
since uve been there u know that theres should be nothing at all keeping u from walking any road u can think of away from there
nothing is more powerful then standing there leaning back on it ..
realising that from there u can walk many diffrent roads without fear
where will u walk ?
there are many kind of roads all have their problems
try to see what kind of problems will occoure where
ending up on the side of the road for the night -1
noise,
noise,
wakeup go away from here
,noise,noise.
ending up on the sea for the night +1
sand-not to bad for a sleep
skies
no noise
free to stay all u like
im not saying those are options
im saying look what diffrent area's problems could end up like
what kind of state can u imagine living in nirvana?
if id take now a psycadelic entheogen and walk around in the surronding where i live
thats not really a good thing to do should i go to an isolated place for the experience
sometimes thats true
but finding a place u can experience existnce on a higher shift
is importent to ..
just for realisation of the power of the universe while on that state
so why not live in a place like that for the daily state to ..
if i need to get away to experience another state of mind
thats another sign to me like depression was a sign that i need to change something
Good sunglasses i use insted of the SSRI chems
agreeing to a point in the future where u will be some where else completly
where u will have many doors to look into
is a good painkiller