travsha said:
entheogenic-gnosis said:
I've been working with a single shaman, this man is from Peru, and doesn't speak fluent English or Spanish, I went to school with this man's grandson, on a school trip to canyon de chelle, Arizona, we were there to plant peach trees (long story), me and this individual participated in a peyote ceremony, after which we became close friends and I began working with his grandfather...
Other than this, all I have is books and the anecdotes of travelers.
Are the things this guy is telling me really that far off from what would be expected?
He is a great guy, he knows a ton about plants, and says he learned Entheogenic shamanism from his father and grandfather, he is a good teacher, and I like him, but it seems there's many more perspectives on shamanism (I've noticed extreme differences between Navajo and south American shamans, and have been told that even in Amazonian villages which are only miles apart shamanism can differ drastically...
I've been advised against going to any retreats or centers, which seems to be an area where you are knowledgeable, what's your opinion here? Is it worth it to explore these centers?
(Keep in mind I'm thorough in my research and not very susceptible to nonsense, so thorough research and finding a place where I would be comfortable is key)
You're right that beliefs and styles and perspectives can vary greatly. Each tribe has its own perspective, and then the members within that tribe also have unique perspectives and then there is also the mixing of perspectives that happens as these people all meet and influence each other....
I wouldnt say there is one right or wrong way to work with the medicine - there are many different possible ways to work with the medicine and many of them work great. There are so many potentials out there and I think the potentials grow more everyday....
People also have different personal experiences.... Some people visit the wrong center and get real turned off of all centers after that. Some people stay at a great center and love it. I know some people who cant stand dieting in villages because you have all these people asking you for cash or motorcycles and things going off - so they prefer the quiet retreat centers where they can focus on their inner journey and the medicine.
I also know some of the older shamans get jaded after a while.... Or sometimes people have a little racism clouding their views.... Or maybe competition with other shamans and retreat centers clouding their views. Many things can altar peoples perspectives.
I wouldnt say anything he says is wrong.... But maybe it is one perspective. Maybe other perspectives can be just as valid. I also can't say what would be best for you..... I think one of the most important things though is to find a guide that resonates with you and dont settle for someone who rubs you the wrong way. Feel good about the people you drink with.
So far I have had good experiences at centers, but I also did a lot of research beforehand to find a place that felt right. Almost felt like I was led there to tell you the truth.... The person I vibed with the least was a village shaman I met who I sought out because I had the idea in my head that village shamans would be better then the shamans at retreats.... In this case, I was wrong. The language barrier made things difficult and the village was very distracting for me. Also - this shaman didnt see as many clients as the retreat shamans and so had a little less experience, and her experience was more with indigenous type problems then western problems.
The most gifted shamans I met are also not necessarily the ones who taught me the most or helped me the most. I learned a lot from them, and I can tell how gifted and skilled they are.... But sometimes it is easier to learn from people you can relate to more. I think the two people who have taught me the most are actually a little less experienced then some other shamans I know, but they also understand me better and can explain things in a way I understand better. That helps a lot.
Thank you for the response it is much appreciated.
When I was a child my parents and their friends would go to "Rendezvous", this is where you live in tepees, dress in traditional native American clothing, and live by traditional ways, I guess the white people have a "mountain man" theme to it, but as my family's friends were native Americans that's the tradition I was around...I remember the shaman would come and smudge the children with sage, so I knew sage and smudging even though I was probably only 5, one night I saw two natives smoking a joint, I was too young to know what cannabis was and thought it smelled like sage, I asked "are you trying to smudge your insides?" They laughed...
my first experiance with an actual shaman when I was old enough to benefit from it was with a Navajo individual, I was at canyon de chelle, Arizona on the reservation, on a school trip, apparently when the white people first came through they chopped down all the peach trees as a means to starve the natives, so the school I was with does trips to replant peach trees. It's a hippie school, couches in all the classrooms, no grades, no dress codes, teachers are called by their first names, the first week if school you go on a camping trip, and so on. Any way on this trip to canyon de chelle I spent a good deal of time with the shaman and was asked to join in a peyote ceremony, I was the only person asked aside from my friend, who was a south American, his father and grandfather are from Peru, and claim to be fully indigenous without any Spanish mixed in, this individual was asked as well, I'm not sure what he said to the shaman, but all the other natives said it was very rare for outsiders to get to participate, they also told me that I was the first white person they had ever asked to participate, they kept calling me the Navajo words meaning "walking snow", I got teased quite a bit for being white, and I'm sure there is a good deal of resentment towards white people in that community, so I never took it personally.
Then the other individual who sat in, who I had gone to school with for two years, told me for the first time that his grandfather, and to some degree his father were Entheogenic shamans. It actually took quite a while before his grandfather would open up to me, and I'm sure that racism has some part of this, though I hear him refer to first world people of all races as "white". He is actually a fairly grumpy and reclusive individual, but then again so am I. I think he is a great teacher, but,
As you said, shamanism is very broad, and I probably should not limit myself to a single individual.
The Navajo shaman I sat in ceremony with never held open ceremonies, they never let people participate for money, this was a closed event to the community, and many people told me that outsider participation was extremely rare. This shaman did not like the term shaman and considered it somewhat offensive, and was not willing to give up very much knowledge to me, he also discouraged any shaman willing to practice for money or openly teach the secrets of their craft, he told me not to trust centers and claimed this was "charlatan pseudo-shamanism"
My south American friend is similar in that he only shamanizes for his community, and now that he has moved out of that community he is pretty much retired, but he is willing to share with and teach me, he also advises against centers, however I'm not sure how much he actually knows about recent centers, he is old, he does not watch television or use the internet and he is not overtly fond of social interaction, so I'm not sure he actually knows about the centers or retreats, rather it seems he is more opposed to the principle behind it.
I'm willing to give the centers a chance, well, at least to look into.them.and to.see if I can find one that I could learn from...I'm not so much interested in the tourist experiance, rather I would want tovwork and learn from people, preparing and consuming the medicine with them, and absorbing every bit of knowledge that I can. It seems the centers just want to give you a psychedelic experiance and then send you on your way, and that it's not really a situation where you get to know the shaman or his craft very well...
...but again, I know very little concerning centers and retreats, though I have been cautioned against them by several people...
I have large samples of nearly every shamanic/Entheogenic plant, I also have the knowledge to prepare and consume these things, and I do, this personal exploration is a huge aspect of my spiritual practice, however, I'm interested in the wisdom of others, the wisdom of those that have been doing this far longer than myself, the wisdom of those that have been doing this for generations is even more preferable...
Though in the end, I feel spirituality is a very personal thing, it's great to take wisdom and gnosis from others, but it all comes down to your personal understandings, growth, wisdom and connections to the non-physical. It's up to you to understand and define your own spiritual path and practice, and that this is not something that should be "put into the hands" of others.
I think it may be benneficial for me to explore these centers, if anything else just for the life experiance and the opportunity to learn about how these things work first hand.
-eg