Shiva trip report jungle spice

[DancingBlues]

This is my testimony to DMT.

8 years ago when I was twenty years old I was really struggling to find purpose in life, and was extremely lonely, anxious and depressed.

I took acid and that opened up my heart and mind to a spiritual realm, but I needed more.

I procured jungle spice in its freebase form. Orange/yellow powder that smelled sickly of moth balls…later I grew to love this smell.

After lying down in my dark closet after two rips of dmt in my glass piece (god the burnt plastic), I had tremendous anxiety that I was dying before I could drop the piece.

I thought “omg I’m dying, I need to call an ambulance”. Well, thankfully my body went numb and my eyes were forced closed. I started seeing a bright firey orange and yellow landscape, much like the spice itself. There were images of fractals, lattice work that was divine in structure, and images I didn’t want to see. It was almost gore in a geometric kind of way.

Well as you know I had zero control over what I saw, and the spiral tornadoes kept writhing closer to me.

And then…

I saw two skirted blue dancers with long brown hair and 4 arms.
The dancing was wavy, Hindu in nature, or Egyptian.

This took away my anxiety. I felt a peace that I never felt before.


After watching them I slowly woke up. Once the trip was over I started crying profusely in awe and amazement, both in what I saw and that I was still alive.


It took me 8 years to realize either both or one of these blue skinned dancers was shiva. Maybe Shiva and Khali?

Who knows.

This was a trip for a lifetime and I will never forget it.

Peace be onto all of you

 

[iyiyandiyiy]

Just not to confuse terminology, "jungle spice" vs "spice". "Jungle spice" is not DMT as you'd find it in crystal form. There's a fair bit of controversy on its nature, whether it is DMT or a different compound, but what is certain is that it does not form crystals

One of the things never cease to amaze me (yeah, I'm the n-thousandth person in this regard, I know but...) is the recurrent themes among different people who use this substance. I'm also one of those who tend to see regularly but not always, Hindu-like entities.
I do believe I've come across a female/motherly archetype in the guise of "Kali" in both her benign and terrifying forms more than once. Why of all possible forms she shows up as Kali, is anyone's guess. I'm not particularly fond of Hindu iconography...

 

[thecosmicjoke]

This is my testimony to DMT.

8 years ago when I was twenty years old I was really struggling to find purpose in life, and was extremely lonely, anxious and depressed.

I took acid and that opened up my heart and mind to a spiritual realm, but I needed more.

I procured jungle spice in its freebase form. Orange/yellow powder that smelled sickly of moth balls…later I grew to love this smell.

After lying down in my dark closet after two rips of dmt in my glass piece (god the burnt plastic), I had tremendous anxiety that I was dying before I could drop the piece.

I thought “omg I’m dying, I need to call an ambulance”. Well, thankfully my body went numb and my eyes were forced closed. I started seeing a bright firey orange and yellow landscape, much like the spice itself. There were images of fractals, lattice work that was divine in structure, and images I didn’t want to see. It was almost gore in a geometric kind of way.

Well as you know I had zero control over what I saw, and the spiral tornadoes kept writhing closer to me.

And then…

I saw two skirted blue dancers with long brown hair and 4 arms.
The dancing was wavy, Hindu in nature, or Egyptian.

This took away my anxiety. I felt a peace that I never felt before.


After watching them I slowly woke up. Once the trip was over I started crying profusely in awe and amazement, both in what I saw and that I was still alive.


It took me 8 years to realize either both or one of these blue skinned dancers was shiva. Maybe Shiva and Khali?

Who knows.

This was a trip for a lifetime and I will never forget it.

Peace be onto all of you

Images that were gore in a geometric sort of way are exactly what I have experienced before. That is an incredible description of uncomfortable images I haven’t quite been able to put the words to.

 

[Exitwound]

How curious, for me it was never Hindu mythology, it was more of aztec / mayan aesthetics. Both in patterns and in tongue showing dudes and stuff.
But maybe I just don't remember some, because honestly I remembered like 20-30% of trips (on a good day).
Also gory stuff, it was plenty of that too.
For example on a comedown once I met similar lady:

With some differences: the "limbs" were transparent and blood blobs were running inside and shooting out and being catched again by the tubes and it was all spikes and danger.

Regarding geometricity of DMT, it is like that, most of trips had all kinds of geometries. Actually I differentiated "levels" I am on by the type of "geometric-ness" they had.
Some were very cubic, some polygonal, some fuzzy and fractal.
Some types of "dudes" were constantly present on certain types of levels which were distinctly similar each time.
Some levels are just pure insanity and you probably can't bring much back from them.