spicentheogodmt
The Space Between
Hello everyone just got abourd the nexus and im in a bit of a pickle. Ive ordered some 10x salvia n have some dmt. which would be an easier landscape to rid myself of fear and prepare for the shift thats coming? A little about myself, ive drank alcohol every chance ive had since i was 14 im 19 now (ive quit for about a year) ive done mushrooms once (went terrible, i turned pale and couldnt say a word around anyone) half a pill of extasy and five lines of cocaine my first time which turned into a personality and porn addiction. Ever since i quit drinking ive had terrible social anxiety (always had it but not to this degree) and general paranoia especially when i get high smoking weed (forgot to mention). ive had lots of family issues i wont get into. Weed definately gets me higher than my comfort zone even from one hit but always seems to help me deal with my problems and leaves me feeling better for maybe a week or so. Ive done Remote viewing and Influencing meditation Cds that have helped tremendously and helps me secrete dmt naturally. i feel i need an ego shattering experience thats not long and drawn out to truly let go of these issues and experience the all that is. So which do ya think i should do first? sorry for the length all comments are appreciated.
