Should i just do it or hold off untill later?

[Teotle]

Hi guys!

So i'm here again... 5th or 6th time dmt is in my house and in my possession, although not a single time i've previously possessed it have i found the courage to actually doing it and i end up giving it away to close friends which always seem to be more than happy to smokte this shit... excuse my language but yeah.

I'm generally the one sitting on most knowledge about self and psychedelics right.. but i think i've built up so much 'respect' for this substance so that i can't find the proper time to actually get to work. it's always like when i don't have access to it i get cocky an arrange with my friends to get some, once in my hand my brain says otherwise.

''today is not the right day'', '' i'm too tierd'', '' i don't have time today'', ''maybe tomorrow'' and on it goes.

What i'm wondering tho (because i feel like i know other people also experience this kind of procastination) if you do have any advice of how to pull the trigger, is it a ''just do it'' kind of mentality that i need to take on or should i put it off untill i get hyped about it? (those moments do occur but rarely, and often after reading some amazing trip reports or watching a great trip report on youtube, please drop your best story(ies) from all around the web down here if u feel like helping me get hyped or in the mood for it.

Thanks in advance and much love.
Peace. Teotle.

 

[JKW]

Hi Teole,

It's like jumping into the ocean. It looks scary and cold, but once you're in it's very nice.



Best of luck!

 

[KannaRas]

could also be that you are aware you are not in the right place/time/mindset to jump in

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it's always like when i don't have access to it i get cocky an arrange with my friends to get some, once in my hand my brain says otherwise.
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dont let that lead you to think that your toughts are based off wrong
sounds like you know and your just having hard time listening to yourself

i cant say ive much experience with dmt itself

yet im pretty sure

your saying you know your gonna jump in that ocean
so wanting to have it accessible is definatly the first step
now finding the time is the next
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''today is not the right day'', '' i'm too tierd'', '' i don't have time today'', ''maybe tomorrow'
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if you can have it accessible till in your mind
it is a right day
your not teired
and you have lots of spare time not only at that same day

would be alot better for the experience

even if there really is no way to be completley prepared for that kind of launch

i think its best
where you can feel better to jump
when you can feel comfterable about do having free time after the expreince
ect ect

if there are steps you can wait for them to shift into more comfterable setting
definatly do wait on them

gonna add some questions
any advice to share about

what are palces you like to launch in in terms of house/outdoors/ ?
how much free time would i need after launch or maybe even how much free days & nights would i need after launch ?
are there any speical diets you nexians like before psychadelic experiences ?

id think answers to questions like this would be a stepping stone in helpin to feel more confident in the launching sequence :d

 

[Kable]

is it a ''just do it'' kind of mentality

I vote this. If you wait till you are confident you'll never do it.

 

[Teotle]

Thans for taking the time out of your days to comment on this, i really much appreciate it, and special thanks to your comment @KannaRas it's definitely true that having it home and accessible and waiting for my mind to get into the right headspace is a good way to go, i'm in no urge to do it today per-say but in the close future.

My favorite place to be in general is outside i'll probably wait for a nice warm day to present itself and find myself a spot in nature hopefully somewhere close to water, and start of with a lesser dose to get back into the psychedelic headspace, before i dive deep into the unknown

everytime i decide to smoke just a little, it's like all of my fear and nervousness is just gone... or more like realized they were never there to begin with :lol:

and to all of you general readers, if you have anything to add onto this conversation please do they're highly appreciated.

 

[Bruadaraiche]

A little trepidation is healthy and very much warranted in this case. It's a hard decision. It can be scary. It can also be beautiful! You will experience things that you cannot take back. I think it is good to weigh all the pros and cons of going forward with a DMT trip. Very healthy thing to do so don't beat yourself up over it. Take your time and go when you are ready.

Namaste. Be Well.

 

[PsyloCiBeen]

My brother I feel exactly like you all the time.. i have it in my possession.. i give it away to close friends.. in my world i do the same.. but as you say my "respect" for this molecule holds me back...

So i wonder is it me.. is it my horrendous experiences that keep holding me back.

I know this molecule is not for everyone.. this is not childs play.. im not saying you view it as such

Maybe jus maybe we r so alone in this its scary..

Or maybe jus maybe.. they gonna catch u when you fall..

There are beautiful spirits out there...

Waiting for you you to pull that pipe...

 

[655321]

I'm generally the type to just jump right in. I wouldn't do it outdoors or near water unless you have someone else there with you though just to make sure you don't fall over and hit your head on a rock or wander off into the water and drown.

 

[VibeSurfer]

Do a dry run of smoking dmt without your smoking device and without your dmt.

Just pretend you're going to sit there with it first and get in the zone. Find the place you want to sit to do it. Practice breathing, relaxing, and preparing yourself. Bring a nonexistent pipe to your mouth, light it with a nonexistent torch, practice taking slow, big hits and holding them for a long time.

Then see if you want to do it for real.

 

[Arkens]

Hey man, if you don't feel ready don't do it. Easy as that. No one here can tell you if you should or shouldn't do it. That's on you.

The thing i did was taking really really small dosages. Only to feel the threshold. The i slowly worked my way up. I still haven't broke through yet. But i had some crazy insights about myself and people around me. Once i smoked the whole night every half hour or so. It's a nice stimulating psychedelic buzz i quite enjoy.

Somewhere in the morning i decided it's time to go to the afterhour where i had the best dance session ever.

Take a small dose and see how you feel. Chances are you will want to try it again.

I should have done that with salvia too. And not just plunge head first into it. Probably never going to use it again.

Peace and love, and let us know if try

 

[Legarto Rey]

Changa is a nice tek for entry into these waters.

Peace