So I have come to a sort of new place in my relationship with DMT..I never thought I would feel this way but currently I really have lost my desire to smoke it. I find it lacking in depth, although it blasts me off into oblivion I come back sort of indifferent most often in comparison to my ayahuasca and even mushroom experiences.
Now, I have smoked DMT hundreds of times..I smoked daily for the better part of a year. I wouldn't tell anyone else to not smoke it because for me it was an important phase I went through when I smoked that often. I love DMT more than ever, but I find oral DMT with harmalas to be a much richer experience that leaves me with a feeling of newness that is unmatched by smoking DMT, reguardless of how much harmalas are in the change..that is another thing I have realized..harmalas when smoked just dont do the same thing at all for me..they are lacking as well. Changa just is not ayahuasca and cant ever take it's place in my life.
I almost find smoking compared to oral/ayahuasca lately to be like comparing a tricycle to a top of the line motorcycle that cruises effortlessly along the scenic route. I come back from smoking half the time wondering what the fuck just happened. Sometimes it is too much and by the time I am comming back it is over so I have no time to sort of complete the expereince the way I can with ayahuasca. With ayahuasca it doesnt matter how deep I get into negative fealing of fear, or how overwhelmed I get becasue I will always always break through those feelings at some point and come to a place of significant peace and understanding. I never feel like I leave with less than I need with ayahuasca or mushrooms.
I have been drinking alot lately and also taking mushrooms more often than I had since I discovered DMT. At first I sort of stopped taking mushrooms, and shifted from a predominantly oral use of tryptamines to a more frequent smoking of them..this served a purpose as I saw alot of crazy things with smoked DMT that made me think about a whole lot of shit..and I saw the reality behind reality enough times..but now I have come back full circle and have more of an appreciation and respect for both oral use of mushrooms and ayahuasca than I ever had.
I guess I am curious as to how many others have come to the same place..where you smoked DMT frequently at one point and finally moved onto a deeper relationship with the molecule orally? I just find ayahuasca so so much more sophisticated an experience that it leaves me wondering what the point in smoking the stuff even is anymore? DMT feels too fast and compressed to comprehend when smoked. Not that I wont ever smoke DMT again..just that right now all I want is ayahuasca and mushrooms..though if I smoke at the peak of an ayahuasca trip it seems to be a much fuller experience.
Now, I have smoked DMT hundreds of times..I smoked daily for the better part of a year. I wouldn't tell anyone else to not smoke it because for me it was an important phase I went through when I smoked that often. I love DMT more than ever, but I find oral DMT with harmalas to be a much richer experience that leaves me with a feeling of newness that is unmatched by smoking DMT, reguardless of how much harmalas are in the change..that is another thing I have realized..harmalas when smoked just dont do the same thing at all for me..they are lacking as well. Changa just is not ayahuasca and cant ever take it's place in my life.
I almost find smoking compared to oral/ayahuasca lately to be like comparing a tricycle to a top of the line motorcycle that cruises effortlessly along the scenic route. I come back from smoking half the time wondering what the fuck just happened. Sometimes it is too much and by the time I am comming back it is over so I have no time to sort of complete the expereince the way I can with ayahuasca. With ayahuasca it doesnt matter how deep I get into negative fealing of fear, or how overwhelmed I get becasue I will always always break through those feelings at some point and come to a place of significant peace and understanding. I never feel like I leave with less than I need with ayahuasca or mushrooms.
I have been drinking alot lately and also taking mushrooms more often than I had since I discovered DMT. At first I sort of stopped taking mushrooms, and shifted from a predominantly oral use of tryptamines to a more frequent smoking of them..this served a purpose as I saw alot of crazy things with smoked DMT that made me think about a whole lot of shit..and I saw the reality behind reality enough times..but now I have come back full circle and have more of an appreciation and respect for both oral use of mushrooms and ayahuasca than I ever had.
I guess I am curious as to how many others have come to the same place..where you smoked DMT frequently at one point and finally moved onto a deeper relationship with the molecule orally? I just find ayahuasca so so much more sophisticated an experience that it leaves me wondering what the point in smoking the stuff even is anymore? DMT feels too fast and compressed to comprehend when smoked. Not that I wont ever smoke DMT again..just that right now all I want is ayahuasca and mushrooms..though if I smoke at the peak of an ayahuasca trip it seems to be a much fuller experience.
