Alright, I’ll do my best. Bufotenine is NOT PSYCHEDELIC. If you’re expecting mind altering effects, insights into the world around you, emotional upheaval, bazaar changes in consciousness, warping of time and space, and other such psychedelic effects, you will be very disappointed with bufotenine.
Now if you’re looking for beautiful visuals and auditory hallucination completely void of psychedelic effects, then you’ll be very happy with bufotenine. It’s just hallucinogenic. It’s like the other side of 5-MeO-DMT. 5-MeO-DMT is almost purely psychedelic and almost void of visual and auditory hallucinogenic effects. DMT is somewhere between the two, being both hallucinogenic and psychedelic. Because of that it’s a more immersive experience.
The visual effects of DMT are smooth and flowing, very similar to high dose psilocin visuals. Things are constantly morphing and bending and look almost like they are made of liquid. The visuals are intense, but at the dosage needed for true hallucinations where you see figures and places and not just a bunch of beautiful colors and shapes, the psychedelic effects are very strong and can take you into mental and spiritual dimensions that are extremely unworldly.
Bufotenine’s visuals (when smoked as freebase) are not smooth and flowing, they are more well defined, often made up of geometric shapes that pulsate as if made of electricity. The visuals vibrate with energy and have sort of a strobe light quality to them. Rather than soft and flowing, they are sharp and jumpy. However, if you take enough, you will have true audio visual hallucinations just like those of DMT but the audio effects are stronger with bufotenine, and the visuals have a different look to them. The dose needed for a complete hallucinogenic experience is almost completely void of psychedelic effects. You get a sense that you are merely watching a movie and are not actually part of it, while with DMT you can feel as though you are part of the experience and can get lost in the hallucinations. DMT is more immersive because of the psychedelic effects. Bufotenine lacks psychedelic effects.
Here are two nearly identical trips. The first is from DMT, the second is from bufotenine.
After exhaling the effects started almost immediately. I close my eyes and I can feel the DMT throughout my body. It feels soft and lightly tingly. Shortly I begin seeing soft stars of all sorts of colors appear in the distance. Everything else is dark. I can feel my heart beating really fast. The stars begin flowing past me. They are multi-colored and soft. I can feel my breathing and notice the feeling of the air entering and exiting my lungs as if I’m breathing in and out an entire universe. With my eyes closed I see stars flowing outwards as I breathe out and inwards as I breathe in. The stars begin coming together and form a multi-colored face. It looks soft and the colors are almost pastel like. The eyes open and it looks at me. It’s sad. It’s face is changing and it starts to look like the earth with a face. It says in a faint voice, “I am ill” and begins to fall apart into sand. The particles of sand then turn back into stars. The vision fades, and soon I open my eyes. The room is moving slightly. The walls look as though they are growing and shrinking. I feel a pleasant tingling sensation in my body. My body feels very soft and smooth. Soon the walls in the room look normal and I’m back to normal.
I take a large inhalation. The smoke is bitter but easy to hold in. I hold it for about 40 seconds and then breathe it out. I feel almost immediately a little nauseated, and some prickling sensations in the back of my head. It’s uncomfortable. After a few minutes this fades and I start feeling a tingling sensation spread from the back of my head through to the rest of my body. Soon I start seeing patterns all over the room. My skin is covered with Aztech like symbols, I feel a little hot. I close my eyes and start to see faint stars. The stars are rapidly changing colors, as if someone is switching a switch from red to blue to green really fast, but the color shifting is not smooth, it’s rough. I open my eyes and the entire room is flickering, the colors are intense and then not and then intense and then not again, really rapidly. I see shapes forming, mostly triangles and hexagon like shapes made of thin neon lines. These are floating in mid air. I close my eyes and begin seeing all sorts of shapes, millions of shapes, mostly straight lines and occasionally flashes of swirly snake like lines. Soon I see nothing but a red background with bright orange thin swirly lines rapidly moving like snakes. This becomes very intense and soon I hear drums playing and a voice singing in a language I am unfamiliar with. I begin seeing Aztech like symbols flashing all over me really fast suddenly I’m inside a long endless tunnel filled with Aztech symbols moving past me at amazing speed. I come to the end of the tunnel and there is a man there and he’s killed a jaguar and is drinking its blood. I can hear drums playing really loud and I hear screaming. The screaming sounds sort of real so I open my eyes and look around. The room looks pretty normal, but there are shapes floating all around. I try closing my eyes again, but the visions no longer come, I just see gray swirling dots. The rest of the trip is almost mushroom like and slowly fades, lasting about 2 hours.
The main difference is in the quality of the visuals. DMT is soft and smooth, bufotenine is rough and jagged. Also the audio effects of bufotenine are really strong in some people. Bufotenine has a strong body feeling to it unlike DMT. DMT is more of a head trip. For SWIM, DMT is just too short, and sometimes the psychedelic effects are over the top and ruin the experience. But then, bufotenine can get boring because it’s only visual and has pretty much nothing else to offer. Even with a strong visionary dose of bufotenine you feel pretty much normal mentally.
That’s about the best I can explain it. The bufotenine visuals are different and in no way like anything else. The trip is long, much longer than a DMT trip. The Aztech artwork seems to be based entirely on bufotenine visuals. This is what you normally see, lots of lines, shapes, etc. DMT visuals are softer, more liquid in nature. DMT is a far deeper experience. With DMT you don’t feel like your watching a movie, you feel that you are part of it. With bufotenine, you feel grounded even at very high doses. Bufotenine is the complete opposite of 5-MeO-DMT. 5-MeO-DMT has almost no visuals to offer and is very intensely psychedelic. Probably a mix of 5-MeO-DMT and bufotenine would be very interesting.