taking babysteps now

[iiboy22]

i already posted about that first breakthrough i had and how insanely intense it was. Since then ive taken a break from dmt until today i decided to put on some cool tunes and take some small hits of dmt. My goal is to take baby steps and give the stuff ALOT more respect than that time before. it took a couple of hits until the third hit i felt this pressure around my head like hands grabbing me from the front and behind but not the sides of my head. The room got insanely brighter!!!!!! i had itunes open and the screen was sooo white on the computer i couldnt look at it. i looked at the wall with old records and music tour promo posters framed. As soon as i blew out the smoke the entire world looked like Cartoon Land! It was literally like stepping into a walt disney animation picture in full fucking HD! And the fractals have this wavy vinyl-like waxy digital look as they spin in the air.

It was so intense i went from the chair to the couch pleading inside to LET GO! i focused my brain on absolutely nothing. i just let it go. and i moved my hands in the air however my hands felt like moving and i watched the fractals spin between my hands. it was unreal! And all of a sudden! The FEAR left me and i felt completely at peace. The DMT was no longer scary only do to the fact that i wasnt fully comfortable in the space. Now i was. It was euphoric. My next plan is to take a little higher dose outside in the sun in the woods alone with my beats headphones and some chill out muzik to keep me grounded in the space. Oh how wonderful it was. Does anyone else think everything looks like cartoonland? Out of all the psychs ive done DMT has the BEST Visuals! And the most clean feeling, like my body was designed to experience this chemical reaction in my brain when DMT hits my receptors. WOW!!!!!!!



-i

 

[ChickenTikka]

They probably think it looks like cartoonland if they go there, each experience is so random and different from the next for most people i think.

I have seen cartoon like animation though, so you're definitely not alone there.

I know i'm in for something intense when the vapor bubbling through the water sounds rhythmic and musical.

Beyond HD is how i'd describe DMT, pure vision without anything getting in the way of the smallest of details. It bypasses your eyes i suppose, connects directly to your brain.

 

[deeplake]

Have'nt figured out how to quote a certain area yet, but I agree with you on the 'clean' feeling. That's one thing I really noticed on my first few experiences. I assume it's because dmt is already in your body.?. I had a scary experience once also. The fear stayed with me until I finally did it again under better circumstances, and with alot more respect with good results.

 

[Skeemer]

respect is always a good idea