darellmatt
Rising Star
I just want to express my gratitude for the existence of this forum.
And for the existence of DMT.
I am kind of in love with DMT.
Not as a drug. I've done drugs of many kinds, for the sake of getting "high". But I sort of gave that up some years ago when I started my spiritual quest. For several years I have been working to try and deepen and sustain my connection with my higher self. In the process of doing that I have had glimpses of transcendant bliss, as well as glimpses of my dark shadow self. I have worked with powerful healers, received transmissions from profound spiritual teachers, yet always I came up against chasms inside myself I somehow could not cross.
I feel that with DMT I have been offered a golden key. The key to what's inside me. The key to the truth of my relationship to source/consciousness. The key to the direct experience that I AM source consciousness.
I realize that not everyone on the forum is on a deep spiritual quest. It's a DMT forum, not a spiritual quest forum per se. That's fine. If some of you want to vape crystal DMT and breakthru to meet phantasmagoric entitites, I wish you well.
But when I pick up my little bottle of stash and look at the couple of grams of beautiful peach colored powder that I have been able to accumulate, I feel a sense of awe, of profound wonder. I feel a little weak in the knees, like you do when you are falling in love. Words start to fail me.
So thank you all for pioneering this website. Spiritually I did my homework, but the contributors to this website have done theirs in spades. I can now say that I can reliably extract this extraordinary substance with reasonable yields and consistent potency.
I could not have done that without your help.
Bless you all. As we are all blessed by this amazing gift of nature.
And for the existence of DMT.
I am kind of in love with DMT.
Not as a drug. I've done drugs of many kinds, for the sake of getting "high". But I sort of gave that up some years ago when I started my spiritual quest. For several years I have been working to try and deepen and sustain my connection with my higher self. In the process of doing that I have had glimpses of transcendant bliss, as well as glimpses of my dark shadow self. I have worked with powerful healers, received transmissions from profound spiritual teachers, yet always I came up against chasms inside myself I somehow could not cross.
I feel that with DMT I have been offered a golden key. The key to what's inside me. The key to the truth of my relationship to source/consciousness. The key to the direct experience that I AM source consciousness.
I realize that not everyone on the forum is on a deep spiritual quest. It's a DMT forum, not a spiritual quest forum per se. That's fine. If some of you want to vape crystal DMT and breakthru to meet phantasmagoric entitites, I wish you well.
But when I pick up my little bottle of stash and look at the couple of grams of beautiful peach colored powder that I have been able to accumulate, I feel a sense of awe, of profound wonder. I feel a little weak in the knees, like you do when you are falling in love. Words start to fail me.
So thank you all for pioneering this website. Spiritually I did my homework, but the contributors to this website have done theirs in spades. I can now say that I can reliably extract this extraordinary substance with reasonable yields and consistent potency.
I could not have done that without your help.
Bless you all. As we are all blessed by this amazing gift of nature.
So nice to know I'm not the only one. DMT also is a key for me. It helps to put me in touch with that profound awe of existence that I've had within me and have been in contact with from time to time since a child. It brings that back full force. That feeling and ability to connect with that part of myself, that facet of existence and consciousness, is something I *never* want to lose.