Hello everyone. It's been a long time since I've delved into the dmt-nexus but I feel there is no point in denying who I am and what I love. I just completed the questionnaire and received a message saying I should introduce myself so here we go.
I've always been fascinated with things and learned early on about mushrooms and having access to the internet, I quickly became aware of all sorts of stuff, including DMT. A couple years later, I am sad to say that my father passed away in my arms and I took it very hard. I became obsessed with consciousness and spent most of my time out in the forest connecting with nature itself, often with the aid of some natural 'spiritual sacraments'. On top of the deep respect I already had from growing up in the local creek, this instilled in me an even more deeply rooted sense of connection between myself and everything else. I was amazed to find that this is not the only place that consciousness can exist and this was a huge comfort to me with my recent loss.
Unfortunately some years down the road I made a wrong turn and began using not such great substances to escape from what I came to feel was a harsh and unfair reality. I won't bore you with the details but suffice it to say I was remaining stagnant in my path to wherever it is I'm going. This lasted the better part of a decade until I decided that enough was enough and became a dedicated farmer of cannabis medicine.
I've since learned the joy in working with nature and doing my best to live in service to life itself, helping wherever I can. It seems as though exploring as much of reality as possible, internally and in the world/dimensions around us, is what I do best and recently my love for psychedelic experiences has been rekindled, so here I am.
I suppose that about wraps it up. I hope to learn as much as possible and live a life worth sharing with others. I am grateful to be here and look forward to being part of what seems to be an incredible community. Take care!
I've always been fascinated with things and learned early on about mushrooms and having access to the internet, I quickly became aware of all sorts of stuff, including DMT. A couple years later, I am sad to say that my father passed away in my arms and I took it very hard. I became obsessed with consciousness and spent most of my time out in the forest connecting with nature itself, often with the aid of some natural 'spiritual sacraments'. On top of the deep respect I already had from growing up in the local creek, this instilled in me an even more deeply rooted sense of connection between myself and everything else. I was amazed to find that this is not the only place that consciousness can exist and this was a huge comfort to me with my recent loss.
Unfortunately some years down the road I made a wrong turn and began using not such great substances to escape from what I came to feel was a harsh and unfair reality. I won't bore you with the details but suffice it to say I was remaining stagnant in my path to wherever it is I'm going. This lasted the better part of a decade until I decided that enough was enough and became a dedicated farmer of cannabis medicine.
I've since learned the joy in working with nature and doing my best to live in service to life itself, helping wherever I can. It seems as though exploring as much of reality as possible, internally and in the world/dimensions around us, is what I do best and recently my love for psychedelic experiences has been rekindled, so here I am.
I suppose that about wraps it up. I hope to learn as much as possible and live a life worth sharing with others. I am grateful to be here and look forward to being part of what seems to be an incredible community. Take care!