I used to see DMT as an isolated thing, an external drug induced experience. Over time I've come to see the content as originating from my psyche.
In a recent experience I thought about someone important to me, someone I love. This escalated the trip dramatically, the intensity of the visuals and perceived profoundness of the message was increased. Physically, the euphoria was vibrating through my body; I was literally quivering head-to-toe like I was having a full-body orgasm. Not in a sexual way though. I think I've read kundalini awakenings are associated with that, too.
I could draw more examples to fear and anxiety that seems to manifest as different horrors, or the breakthrough experience itself that seems to be a transcendence of fear and letting go of worries.
So I've started to wonder how much our chemical-emotional state can influence the experience, and whether the experience is a sort of reflection of our emotions and subconscious.
Maybe DMT makes us more sensitive to other neurochemical processes?
I wonder if someone under the influence was injected with dopamine or serotonin, if they would have a similar physical reaction to what I had when I thought about love?
Does thinking about love expose the 5-H2A receptors more, or affect the re-uptake at the receptor, thus having a direct effect on the DMT experience?
This is thinking way ahead - but if such a relationship were discovered, maybe they could pair it with brain-mapping of thoughts and emotions, and give people full body orgasms every time they start to get anxious, or maybe as a reward for thinking positively, and let the natural habituation take over after enough times re-routing the physical-chemical response. I think they do something similar already by electrically shocking areas of the brain to change behaviors or cure depression. My friend got shocked and it worked for him.
In a recent experience I thought about someone important to me, someone I love. This escalated the trip dramatically, the intensity of the visuals and perceived profoundness of the message was increased. Physically, the euphoria was vibrating through my body; I was literally quivering head-to-toe like I was having a full-body orgasm. Not in a sexual way though. I think I've read kundalini awakenings are associated with that, too.
I could draw more examples to fear and anxiety that seems to manifest as different horrors, or the breakthrough experience itself that seems to be a transcendence of fear and letting go of worries.
So I've started to wonder how much our chemical-emotional state can influence the experience, and whether the experience is a sort of reflection of our emotions and subconscious.
Maybe DMT makes us more sensitive to other neurochemical processes?
I wonder if someone under the influence was injected with dopamine or serotonin, if they would have a similar physical reaction to what I had when I thought about love?
Does thinking about love expose the 5-H2A receptors more, or affect the re-uptake at the receptor, thus having a direct effect on the DMT experience?
This is thinking way ahead - but if such a relationship were discovered, maybe they could pair it with brain-mapping of thoughts and emotions, and give people full body orgasms every time they start to get anxious, or maybe as a reward for thinking positively, and let the natural habituation take over after enough times re-routing the physical-chemical response. I think they do something similar already by electrically shocking areas of the brain to change behaviors or cure depression. My friend got shocked and it worked for him.
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