Citta said:
Hyperspace Fool:
I said the discussion was finished, but I couldn't help myself but to come with a reply to your last reply to me. First of all I am sorry we got out into basically fighting personally against eachother instead of discussing in a balanced and good way as we did earlier. I hope we will not repeat it, and that we can stay away from minor ad hominems in our discussion. It's really no need for it, right? You probably think I'm an ass, but if you knew me in person I am sure you would think otherwise. I don't want any ugly tension between us, so please accept my apologies for any rudeness =)
Thank you Citta.
I appreciate the olive branch.
I don't want to make this a Tête à Tête between us. I have no ill will towards you. I understand where you are coming from. Many of my best friends are die-hard materialists... and this type of debate is as old as the glaciers.
The reason I debate with you is because I want to show that your beliefs and claims are not unproblematic, and I wish to challenge myself and challenge you to refine and critically examine our thoughts and perspectives (as well as anyone else that reads the debate). And as a student of physics and mathematics I have a tendency to jump into discussions like this.
Nothing we can language is ever exactly what we would express in the perfection of direct communication. I surely recognize the problems inherent in trying to express the ineffable.
And... challenges can be irresistible...
Now for the sake of the argument;
You can't know whether or not the phenomena you experience actually are real as anything else than hallucinations any more than a schizofrenic person can "know" that his water tap actually screams abusive words when he turns it on. There is no reason to assume that the schizofrenic person is right, and there is no way to assume that you are right. Now, I know you have said you do not care about what others think, but if you don't wish to risk that your convictions fall under the weight of objective evidence, then you don't wish to be taken seriously either.
Furthemore, the brain creates a working model of the universe, a model that need not necessary be correct. This can be very easily verified with a few optical illusions. If there is something one experiences that violates everything we know about the universe, then it is far more likely that the brains model is wrong, than it is that the universe suddenly made an exception.
This is the crux of the issue.
When we experience things that fall outside of the relatively narrow bounds of normative conceptions of consensual reality, we must always ask ourselves if we are not crazy.
It is fairly easy to ascertain whether one is behaving irrationally, though. The ability to compare and contrast one's experiential take on one's current existence to that of the people around one is a part of what I deem AWARENESS. Knowing what one can say to whom in any given circumstance is what keeps people who dabble on the fringes of human experience out of the mental hospital.
I find that you can say just about anything and babble the most ridiculous BS to most anyone...
if you phrase it correctly, maintain a
relaxed and playful demeanor, and are willing to meet people somewhere near to their current boundaries.
And yet, being honest... when you are able to prove some outlying or rare experiences to yourself satisfactorily... and repeatedly... at a certain point, you must recognize that your experience is
A) Valid for you &
B) Useful to you. And this is so whether or not you are ever able to convince anyone else of its veracity.
Have you ever considered the fact that you are simply hallucinating things, Hyperspace Fool? I mean, it is a pretty obvious possibility I think many here don't offer enough thought and consideration. I am not sure myself, and I could be wrong with the assumption, but nevertheless I choose to go where objective evidence leads me, not where my own experiences go, simply because subjective models can be (and so often are) wrong.
Many many times...
Hallucinating is a wonderful mindfuck. As is dreaming.
But in the end, if I wake up from a dream, and a friend calls me up to tell me the
exact same dream from their perspective before I even admit to having dreamt it... this is a form of empirical evidence for shared dreaming. When this happens to you dozens of times, and the information you can bring back from such dreams proves to be factual and useful in your "waking life," then to deny this because most people can not replicate your experience and are prone to disbelieve it... would be foolish.
Not that I am adverse to being foolish.
You say that you have no faith, no hope, no nothing. But I think you do, because you have faith in that your subjective models under hallucinatory states are correct, and you are totally dismissing other obvious possibilities. I may come off as a guy who dismisses a lot too, but to be quite honest I entertain the possibility standing on your side of the fence as well, but I find it to be extremely unlikely and therefore I generally assume otherwise until presented with evidence of the contrary. This is the real scientific spirit; being open, honest and critical while going where the objective evidence leads us. And this, together with the scientific method, is what lands rovers on Mars, gives us the internet, gives us electricity and energy, gives us facts and knowledge about disease, nutrition, the cosmos, the brain, our bodies, life and drugs among many things.
Peace, Hyperspace Fool.
Faith is a strange bird. The Hebrew word "Emunah" is often translated as faith... but it has a very different connotation. It actually means something closer to knowing. It is not the kind of faith that people talk about that amounts to mere hope hopped up on steroids until it is inflexible. It is rather the kind of faith you have that your lights will turn off if you turn off the light switch.
This kind of faith I have. In spades.
You have this kind of faith when you know how something works.
Should I turn a switch and the lights remained on... it would do nothing to my knowing. I would merely have to find the correct switch for that light or perhaps fix the wiring. This is because I understand how lights work.
I do not have this kind of faith in all of my conjectures and speculations... but when I have learned something well enough to trust it... trust it I do.
I was a regular lucid dreamer long before the current surge of interest in the subject. Back decades ago when I would discuss this with people, most of them did not believe it was possible. They tried to convince me I was crazy. It is not normal to imagine that you can create worlds, traverse galaxies... and wake up remembering it all. Now, things have progressed to the point where most people understand that lucid dreaming is real... even if they are unable to do it themselves.
I am sure that my other esoteric abilities will also become accepted in time.
Anyway, all the best to you Citta. Be well my brother.