Over the last few travels, my experiences have crossed the path of the jester.
A few breakthroughs ago and 40mg of N,N later, I sat in a lotus position on my bed. 2 candles lit at the foot of my bed with all lights off. I soon entered a tunnel which brought me into a room of 7 to 8 jesters/clowns. The vibe was very happy, the visuals vibrant of red, blue and yellow. The jesters consisted of adults and children. We all sat around a table as we giggled at a box sitting on the table. It had shapes and patterns flowing out and into it. It was visually astonishing and was generating the entire experience including ourselves. I looked down to see that I had the same appearance as them. I was indeed a jester. We all had a blast just laughing and taking in the experience. I became intrigued by the box and began to zoom in on it, but it was too complex to understand and soon a door opened to the right of it and the experience ended.
A few nights later, I had partaken in 30mg of N,N in the same setting in my room. I entered a room quickly in which 4-5 of us jesters sat in a carnival tent surrounding a clown sitting at a makeup booth. As he put on his makeup, he was very sad. The setting shifted very fast to me standing in front of a dark tunnel. I began seeing snapshots, like polaroids of the tunnel and the experience soon ended. Nothing spectacular, I know.
Two nights ago, I sandwiched 45mg into a bowl. Same setting in my room. Took many deep breaths as I have never gone this deep. I took 3 hits in a matter of a minute. I was launched instantly. I sat in front of 3 jesters in what was an immensely clear experience. One laid their hand on my knee which I could physically feel. The mood was calm, but serious. Soon, I was blasted into a bright, white room with what looked like large pieces of confetti in many shapes and colors. The pieces were in free fall, but almost like there was no gravity. There were shards of mirror amongst all of this. A female jester appeared. Random boxes began to appear. They were morphing and she was the culprit. She began teleporting around the room behind different objects. Each object would morph and shapeshift. I could began to see other jester's reflections in the shards of mirror. I was able to move around freely unlike other trips where i've felt almost locked into position. I was looling around, moving, turning. It lasted for maybe 8-9 mins. The whole thing was just crystal clear and amazing. I came back feeling so awake and anxious to understand.
I have had other experiences with jesters/clowns prior to these experiences in the last few weeks, but only in these last few weeks. Anyone have any insights and consistent experiences with these jesters? I'm beginning to feel as though I am a part of their world or maybe one of them myself.
A few breakthroughs ago and 40mg of N,N later, I sat in a lotus position on my bed. 2 candles lit at the foot of my bed with all lights off. I soon entered a tunnel which brought me into a room of 7 to 8 jesters/clowns. The vibe was very happy, the visuals vibrant of red, blue and yellow. The jesters consisted of adults and children. We all sat around a table as we giggled at a box sitting on the table. It had shapes and patterns flowing out and into it. It was visually astonishing and was generating the entire experience including ourselves. I looked down to see that I had the same appearance as them. I was indeed a jester. We all had a blast just laughing and taking in the experience. I became intrigued by the box and began to zoom in on it, but it was too complex to understand and soon a door opened to the right of it and the experience ended.
A few nights later, I had partaken in 30mg of N,N in the same setting in my room. I entered a room quickly in which 4-5 of us jesters sat in a carnival tent surrounding a clown sitting at a makeup booth. As he put on his makeup, he was very sad. The setting shifted very fast to me standing in front of a dark tunnel. I began seeing snapshots, like polaroids of the tunnel and the experience soon ended. Nothing spectacular, I know.
Two nights ago, I sandwiched 45mg into a bowl. Same setting in my room. Took many deep breaths as I have never gone this deep. I took 3 hits in a matter of a minute. I was launched instantly. I sat in front of 3 jesters in what was an immensely clear experience. One laid their hand on my knee which I could physically feel. The mood was calm, but serious. Soon, I was blasted into a bright, white room with what looked like large pieces of confetti in many shapes and colors. The pieces were in free fall, but almost like there was no gravity. There were shards of mirror amongst all of this. A female jester appeared. Random boxes began to appear. They were morphing and she was the culprit. She began teleporting around the room behind different objects. Each object would morph and shapeshift. I could began to see other jester's reflections in the shards of mirror. I was able to move around freely unlike other trips where i've felt almost locked into position. I was looling around, moving, turning. It lasted for maybe 8-9 mins. The whole thing was just crystal clear and amazing. I came back feeling so awake and anxious to understand.
I have had other experiences with jesters/clowns prior to these experiences in the last few weeks, but only in these last few weeks. Anyone have any insights and consistent experiences with these jesters? I'm beginning to feel as though I am a part of their world or maybe one of them myself.
