Scylla, thanks for your response! I had to read through your whole thing a few times to understand your point, and I think I got it. There were a lot of questions and points which you made, and I hope I addressed them all respectfully.
It can be difficult to be precise with language, but I don't think that's a language's fault. I think with enough practice, almost anything can be expressed through language. I will use the word "Spirit" or "Consciousness" here to ease things up.
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But consider this argument. If we are not discrete entities....if we are not simply marbles...but are components of a whole.....how can "we" ever stop existing?"
--That's because the "We" or the "I" never existed in the first place. The feeling of being a unitary self-passing from moment to moment is a bio-chemical illusion. Consider these questions as analogies:
Where does a song go when it's done being played? Where does a dance go when it's done being danced? Imagine your brain is a million intersecting laser beams. The point at which they all meet is consciousness. It's not a "thing," its a cross-section of other processes, much like a song. This is testable in the lab. If you "turn off" or alter certain "lasers," people's experience of the world changes fundamentally. A marble implies the existence of a localized self which travels from moment to moment (a “you” that rides around in your head), but we are not separate from ourselves. The feeling of being an experiencer in
addition to the experience; to be a marble
in addition to a maze. This is consciousness, but this
is an illusion. We are not separate from anything, we take a distinguished form, much like a wave in the ocean, or sound waves in the air, but that form is all part of the whole.
What I hear you talking about here is the "Play itself" and not the "Props or the stage" so to speak- and you're wondering how could the experience of reality arise out of a "dead" universe? Does that seem to be what your quotes are saying? That physical correlations don't explain away the experiential side of consciousness? Because I would agree there.
Here, I think its good to make a distinction between the 2 sides of commonly recognized reality. The heads and tails of this coin, so to speak. The physical side we are aware of. That's matter and energy, and chemicals which make up drugs and emotional states, and photons and electricity, space, time and gravity.. etc...
Then there is, as you are pointing out with your quotations, the subjective - experiential side of reality. This is the
experience of emotions and memories and dreams. Its consciousness and consciousness is irreducibly subjective.
One side cannot be reduced to the other, both sides "exist." This doesn’t, though, mean both sides can be separated.
(I've come to understand these two sides of reality as the "above" and "below" of the Emerald Tablet.)
Side note In my Ocean and sandcastle analogies, the waves/sand would fall back into the sea/beach. This visualization is simply meant to show that, even though we have a distinct form, the feeling of separation from the ocean is an illusion from the start. The feeling that our conscious selves are separate from the universe around us, separate from our bodies, is important for survival, but we find that there is no place for your “you” to be riding around in your brain. In this respect, You ARE your body, and matter is the body of God.
You say that if this analogy were true, we would not have an individual awareness to talk about these things. I don't see how that follows. A complex system can be self-aware and still that "awareness" doesn't have to be localized in the system. Would you care to elaborate, friend?
IN fact, to better understand you, I’d like to ask you some questions because your passages seem to contradict themselves a bit:
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We hold a great many things to be external to ourselves, but I am gradually of the view that "consciousness" is not derived from matter"
- Is your conclusion not the very notion that the spirit is separate from matter? That the universe is external to your spirit? That they are not the same?
”It is not isolated marbles that engage in disappearing acts of non-existence upon the death of our bodies.
- I would agree that awareness is a fundamental aspect of the universe, but the idea that the pure essence of the self is somehow localized in the body and can float freely of it. THAT is the marble in the maze. In the analogy I bring forth you are a corner of the maze, not a marble in it. The corner may feel distinct and ask itself how the other corners feel, but its all one maze.
You say you cannot accept that emotions are physical systems, but this is a two-fold problem. You then emphasize this with the idea that
"Most neuroscientists agree that color is produced in the mind. Surely there are wavelengths of light there, but the color is a property of our perception of the light, not the light itself."
1- Our ability to feel emotion, or perceive light,
is a physical system, and that's proven pretty well by neurochemistry at this point.
2- What we don't understand is WHY these physical systems produce experience. No matter how tight the correlations you make in the lab, they dont explain away the fact that the physical change produces a change in the side of the user.
This is all true, but its important to remember that none of it is evidence that consciousness floats freely of the physical system that produces it. As mentioned above, we cannot reduce one side of a coin to another. Experience cant be reduced to physical correlations in the body, and physical correlations cannot be reduced in favor of the primacy of spirit.
Spiritual people attempt so much to separate spirit from matter because they see the matter as dead. For some reason matter doesn't strike them as the
very body of God itself; we just see it as "dirt" so to speak. Dead clay which couldn't possibly produce the beautiful experiences we have or the range of life we see. "How can something dead produce awareness" - as the old argument goes.
I think a better way to look at matter is not dead material, but the precursor to awareness. If consciousness is a complex form matter,
then matter is simple and undeveloped consciousness, right? All would be one in that respect- without subscribing to a cold and dead materialist universe, or a permanent ego riding throughout space and time.
You say that people are content with assuming the spirit or consciousness is created and destroyed, again I would point to the song analogy. You cannot create or destroy matter, but it can change form. You cannot destroy a wave, but it can change form. The form itself was a temporary expression of the whole. In this philosophy, life is a temporary expression of the universe. Why should that mean matter and physical systems are mundane and dead? That matter isnt good enough to produce the spirit? It seems to me matter and physical systems are the tools “God” used to express itself. It makes perfect sense to me that the body is the instrument and the spirit is the song.
Also I disagree with your notion about morals. Deductive reasoning is the entire basis for my moral philosophy.
Interesting Note: The "Type" of blindness one has may or may not Barr them from experiencing color. CEV's are possible for people who still have a functioning visual cortex- If I remember correctly.
I also, think you can prove the existence of things you're not immediately aware of through your senses. Evidence can be left and tests can be done. Chemistry is a good example of that.
I hope this didn't come off as combative in any way,

I respect what you’re saying and this is simply my take on it.