dmt is weird.
its all over the place, but it avoids people until it wants them
ive always wondered why use of this fantastic, cheap, stupid easy to make, life altering molecule has not been more widespread.
the only people ive met that even recognize the name usually tell me they got some at a rave or a phish concert and smoked it during the show. they then proceed to tell me about how amazing it was. blahblahblah. usually they tell me they just stood there with crazy patterns everywhere for a few minutes. what they describe is rarely what i would even consider threshold for me. typically, when theyre done, i begin to laugh maniacally. i quickly confirm with them that they were standing up in a crowd of people when they smoked it. when they say "yes", our conversation is done.
in my opinion, if you can move your body at all when youre flying through hyperspace, youre not truly experiencing dmt.
my goal is always to let go of my mind completely and in order to do that, you have to let go of your body first.
im still yet to meet anyone who has actually used it for what it is;
a spiritual portal and a vehicle to take us to the outer realms.
anyways, look at the situation logically.
-i can find "acid" on the street any day, but wouldnt know where to even begin to find dmt.
-dmt can be made in a day by a 5 year old, where as lsd synthesis takes uber knowledge, lots of time and a good chunk of startup money.
-dmt is insanely powerful, but those not looking for a spiritual journey can tone down the dose a bit and just have some fun. (i hate to admit it, but) dmt is great to abuse. i used to smoke it on every bowl, joint, and cigarette i partook in. minor visuals and an awesome body high is easily achieved without ever getting close to the veil. with lsd, you dont have that control over how much you do. even if you had a clue as to how much lsd was actually in your "hit", a few micrograms off will make a huuuuge difference.. due to the bodies quickness in eradicating dmt, you have kind of a natural buffer zone in your circulatory system.
let me try and finally explain all this.
ive always felt that dmt has a mind of its own.
it finds you when it wants to, but only when it wants to.
it will also make you forget all about it if it feels you need to.
dmt is incredible like that.
its so profound, so cheap/easy to make, and (at least to me..) a blast!!!
why do so few people know what it is..?
every other drug is so easy to find on the street, yet so hard to manufacture. and on top of that, they are typically detrimental to the spiritual, emotional, and physical aspects of our bodies.
dmt is nothing but healing and guidance.
i think that not everyone needs to be told about dmt.
hate to sound snobbish, but its true.
i dont tell people about it.
ill certainly correct misinformation if i feel it is needed, but i dont advertise.
ive watched dmt work its way into peoples lives on its own, and have chosen to leave it to its own agenda.
i myself found dmt in the strangest way i can possibly imagine.
i used to hate electronic music with a passion, but when i started putting man made chemicals into my body, my views changed a bit.
i began trying to find a decent band that crossed over between my world-music bass playing and this new electronic music, whos wompwompwomps were starting to grow on me.
enter shpongle.
i listend to shpongle over and over and over and never really heard the "dmt" in "dmt d-m-t doo doo doo dmt l-s-d do dmt lsd...."
then one day i heard all the "dmts..." and felt compelled to get online and research this "dmt".
that day, i became obsessed with it.
for some reason, i poured over all info i could find on dmt, even though i had no access to any.
it arrested my attention and i spent over a year reading but never really wanting to experience it.
i moved out west and was presented with some 5meo one day.
the rest is history.
im sure it would have found me some other way if it had needed to, but it chose to make itself known to me through shpongle.
(i keep meaning to write simon a thank you note..)
ive had the pleasure to introduce dmt to three people over the years.
only three though.
even then, it wasnt my choice.
the dmt (as crazy as this sounds) told me that it wanted them.
of course i didnt know it at the time, but each person had a huge (and fuckkkkkked up) life issue that dmt would eventually help them get over.
it definitely has healing powers..
dmt is just a molecule, but it has power over us even when its not inside us.
i dont know how, but it can continue to help guide us even when not in use.
dmt is what it is and it does what it does.
thats the best i can put it..
haha
thanks for the links bro. 
