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The rushing sensation

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Uncle Knucles said:
I'm not trying to dress up the scare factor for the purpose of spooking anyone. This is just my personal experience. For others, perhaps it's all kisses and moonbeams; for me, not so much - never has been.

For me, breaking through is very much an annihilation of self. I can't imagine anything more traumatic, with the exception of birth and dying.
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I suppose you have done this 100+ times. How is it possible that it doesn't become more familiar, perhaps even accepted, or dare I say "enjoyed" after a while?

I'd think once you get accustomed to it, getting in and out of your body becomes a routine task. But it seemingly isn't so. Why?
 
I can only speak for myself, but no, I've never gotten used to it. And I didn't say that I don't enjoy it; at times it is fucking glorious. But hyperspace scares the shit out of me, and I'd be lying if I said otherwise. I've been a couple hundred times and it never gets any easier. Sometimes it's bliss and total rapture, sometimes it's scary as hell. Regardless, the initial rush is always a nuclear shitstorm. There's nothing gentle about breaking through. For me, it's a violent transition.

If I'm coming off lately as down on the spice, I certainly don't mean to be. I'm just not inclined to be aloof when it comes to DMT. It's a very serious undertaking, and all who consider taking this ride should, I think, be forewarned of it's power. It isn't my goal to turn anyone off; I'm just offering up my experience.
 
Uncle Knucles: I love the tone of your posts exactly because of that. I sense this rawness of direct flesh-and-bones experience which I am very much drawn to. And I perfectly understand what you are trying to achieve with your warnings. You really handle this issue with the seriousness it deserves.
 
Right on tho... its not to be played with. Ive read a few forum posts about people whom have DMT and are going to tr1 b4llz tonight... only to respond about the fear soaked nightmare result. Even folk that can somehow walk into face melting mushrooms trips 'for a laugh' will often get big medicine.

Gnarly stuff. Having used DMT does not make it less scary, less unpredictable or less magical.
The greatly rewarding aspects of DMT are not easily given away every time. Sometimes never, and sometimes instantly.
Tiss a fickle beast that's for sure.
 
DMTripper said:
Well like Terrence McKenna once said: If you don't feel like you've done too much, you haven't done enough.

It's just breaking through that can be scary but once through it's something completely different.
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Oh I love that....

Can't wait to break through!! Still not found myself a glass pipe.
 
Shayku said:
Were your eyes closed or opened? Did you get any visuals that you remember?
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I closed my eyes for a while and saw pulsating blotches of colour moving from the outer edges of my vision to the centre. It was slight, not very pronounced. The visuals were comparable to the beginning of a mushroom trip.
 
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