I have no idea how to start this off. I smoked some dmt and I don't remember anything. I feel a bit broken some how I cant explain it I just feel different. If someone could please explain to me what happened it would be great.
I have no idea how to start this off. I smoked some dmt and I don't remember anything. I feel a bit broken some how I cant explain it I just feel different. If someone could please explain to me what happened it would be great.
Give it time, integration is not just a fancy word, but a very useful concept. Strong experiences can leave no trace in memory bound to this world, however when you revisit hyperspace, you may find some things very familiar.
I think it may help to try and expand on your inquiry.
Do you remember anything at all? Tell us step by step what occurred, some pieces may pop back into your mind if you do your best to recall as much as you can from start to finish.
Why do you feel broken? Why do you feel different? It might help to expand on this. It is hard to know what to fix if you don't know what is broken or different. Was the experience just overwhelming for you?
Everything is ok. You just went through an odd experience with DMT. DMT is just weird and odd and bizarre. Perhaps your dose was on the higher side and you simply had a 'white out' experience. It happens. If you are interested in trying DMT again I would suggest researching DMT, reading some experience reports, and start with a low dosage and work your way up to a higher dosage when you are better acclimated to the experience of DMT.
In the mean time, relax and give yourself some time to integrate your experience as Exitwound has suggested. Try and laugh it off as a weird thing and move on from it. No need to fret or worry.
Thank you for the replies I've been flat out since I posted. I feel much better now. I posted this about 5 mintunes after I stopped tripping so I wasnt Able to explain what happening properly so here I go now. I put unknown amount on my scales it must have just have acted out because it said 0.00. It wasnt reading anything, If I was to guesstimate it would have been between 40mg to 60 mg. So I load it in to my pitqe turn on some mozart and took one puff as I exhale I was thinking to my self "oh man I hope I did have to much" everything goes black I come back a short after and my bedroom is spinning anything is moving around I was quite freaked out so I close my eyes to try and calm down. I starting seeing this blue screen kinda like the blue screen of death on a windows computer I freak again a short time later I start feeling like my self again.
As of today I feel fine, althought I am giving DMT a break tho
Maybe you just passed out because of to big dosage? Didn't expeirenc that personally but heard about it here on forum.
Also from my expeirence sometimes you can just have a trip that does not stay in memmory at all... Actually my last travel to hyperspace was like this. Only thing i can describe is watching universe working from position of sunbed but that is probably my illusion as senses could not describe it with "human" language and came up wit error "sunbed".
I've had it happen before that when I've taken too much everything fades to white (if that makes any sense) and then coming out of it the colour and the world fades back in. Left me sat there thinking...
But yeah, as said above, probably a dosage problem. I can normally handle pretty heavy dosages but sometimes it just 0's me. It's a bit startling the first time. Might even make you wonder if it was a waste of time, what's the point if you can't remember a single thing.
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