Hi,
I have had just a few dmt expereinces before, which were for the most part very nice, very meditative, introspective, and elevating. They were at nighttime, alone.
But today I smoked a strong blend of dmt-enhanced leaf during the day, when it was bright and sunny, alone in my room when no one was home. After taking a small, light inhalation I felt nice, and decided to take two more. As soon as I blew out the third hit I realized that I was tripping very hard. I was immediately thrust into a vibrant funhouse, and my entire bedroom transformed into a bright circus with a sinister aspect to it, and I realized that I was being pullled upwards out of myself to who knows where. I inuitively fought the experience. I felt like I was on the verge of a breakthrough but was too scared to proceed. I feel like if I had waited until nighttime to do this and took three or four huge inhalations and held each one in for long enough, then I would have definetley broken through, regardless of whether or not I tried to resist the experience. I feel like there's definitely somethingt that DMT wants me to experience, or show to me, but I have been to afraid to proceed every time. I'm also not going to smoke it on a whim again like I did this afternoon. I think I am going to wait until tonight, late at night, and go into a different room with my bong and smoke the dmt-enhanced leaf there. I am going to take a breakthrough dose as well, and not resist the experience at all. I hope everything goes well. Thanks for reading.
I have had just a few dmt expereinces before, which were for the most part very nice, very meditative, introspective, and elevating. They were at nighttime, alone.
But today I smoked a strong blend of dmt-enhanced leaf during the day, when it was bright and sunny, alone in my room when no one was home. After taking a small, light inhalation I felt nice, and decided to take two more. As soon as I blew out the third hit I realized that I was tripping very hard. I was immediately thrust into a vibrant funhouse, and my entire bedroom transformed into a bright circus with a sinister aspect to it, and I realized that I was being pullled upwards out of myself to who knows where. I inuitively fought the experience. I felt like I was on the verge of a breakthrough but was too scared to proceed. I feel like if I had waited until nighttime to do this and took three or four huge inhalations and held each one in for long enough, then I would have definetley broken through, regardless of whether or not I tried to resist the experience. I feel like there's definitely somethingt that DMT wants me to experience, or show to me, but I have been to afraid to proceed every time. I'm also not going to smoke it on a whim again like I did this afternoon. I think I am going to wait until tonight, late at night, and go into a different room with my bong and smoke the dmt-enhanced leaf there. I am going to take a breakthrough dose as well, and not resist the experience at all. I hope everything goes well. Thanks for reading.