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Rising Star
Edited on 08. july:
The first idea to interpret the experience as "Life is a dream, and you are God having the dream!" and SWIM has done a mistake that he took DMT and now knows something he should not ever have known is not helpful and leads to psychosis. SWIM understands now the roots of his psychosis: he is afraid of being alone, and he is afraid of having done a horrible mistake.
What DMT actually did to SWIM, is it has fully exposed all his beliefs and excuses to him very self. DMT has shown SWIM not the nature of reality but the nature of his perception of that reality, the essence of which: "It is up to you what to believe!". Proof: a person cannot see through skin or through walls on DMT. It just alters perception!
SWIM chose to believe in life, to believe in good. His choice is to bring love and light into lives of other people!
He has chosen to allow life to be a mystery and has let go of the desire to figure life out.
The text below is the original post. If set in wrong context and experienced, it may cause depression as described.
All the theories written before (e. g. here) are just a production of SWIM’s imaginative mind which is eager to create theories. Ultimately, it comes down to the fact, that SWIM is God having a dream. This is his dream. That is why SWIM felt alone as he awakened of that dream. Now that he knows it, his dream has become lucid.
This realization has a lot of objectivity to it. fnog9 writes here:
SWIM has reported his friend’s trip here some time ago: Waking up while being in another dimension?! - Welcome discussion - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
In the report, one important thing he has not mentioned, since it did not appear to be worth mentioning at that time. But SWIM clearly remembers this important detail. His friend reported, while being in that state, that he was ALONE! He was in a dimension where all things happened at the same time and he was ALONE! No souls, no hell, no paradise... Just him! We have contemplated together on the experience but could not integrate it properly and ended up with the theory that he ended up in some dimension “between dimensions” where he was alone with no guides and no other worlds present. In other words he has not moved deep enough into the hyperspace to experience other worlds which was the ultimate purpose of spice in SWIM’s understanding at that time. Now he knows better.
While SWIMs here report how horrifying this experience was and some of them commit to never touch spice again, SWIM’s friend has done it over and over again! He had even sort of fun dying on DMT, while the first experience was indeed extremely horrifying to him. His first experience was in fact his very first breakthrough! Later SWIM’s friend managed to visit another world with the help of suggestion and the acceptance that he must let go of his visual senses since he cannot see those worlds with his physical eyes.
Finally, there is a video on YouTube where this truth is communicated. Back then, SWIM thought it was some metaphor, but it is meant it the most literal sense you can ever imagine:
Putting all pieces together, the ultimate perspective to the world is as follows:
There is one and only God that is, has always been and will always be. God consciousness resides outside of space and time, thus the whole concept of time space reality with a beginning and an end is of no relevance to God.
God decided to experience himself. For that he created a time space reality and placed an observer within this world, which is still him. Similarly, a programmer creates a virtual reality, a computer game, and a car (in case of a race game) which he, the programmer, can move inside the world he has created to experience his world from the car perspective. The point of this experience is that it is more exciting than just seeing the race map with all the trees from above. If a gamer immerges into the game, he may forget the world around him, which is considered as normal and paid no attention to in regard how similar this is to the real life. Like in a computer game, there are rules that are not to be broken; otherwise the game will lose its point. Remember how it feels when you know all the cheats!
The challenging thing about the game of life is to wrap your mind around the concept of overlapping dreams: every conscious participant in our world is the very same God dreaming! He has multiple dreams at the very same time. Remember, there is no time in his realm, thus he can enter the dream reality, which our is physical reality, at any point in space and time.
There is the idea in spirituality that we are all connected. It goes much deeper: we are all the very same entity having a simultaneous dream!
Look how often great people embed this truth in their works of art. In the Matrix Neo have been shot and died. At this point he fully remembers that he is God just dreaming! At this stage it is important to find your way back to the right dream, which is why it is important to have a friend telling you that you are not dead or to have memories of people that you love. This is consistent with the situation there: Trinity tells Neo that she loves him and helps him, by doing so, to come back to his dream! And he chooses to take this memory with him. Now he knows that he dreams and in the virtual matrix reality and, later, even in the physical reality, he can do whatever he chooses!
In "Alice in Wonderland", there is just the same message! "Vanilla Sky": same message! "Avatar": related message (our real world bodies are avatars). "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus" comes pretty close to it...
It is however not smart to slap truth of this kind right in the face of the audience. That is why filmmakers always create separate worlds to which the truth is applied (virtual reality in "The Matrix", Pandora in "Avatar", the dream world in "Alice in Wonderland", lucid dream in "Vanilla Sky" ). Then, the audience should decide to what degree they want to apply this idea to their physical world. It is not that they are not ready to know the truth but must have the choice to what degree they choose to be conscious of the fact that life is a dream of one and only God.
The first idea to interpret the experience as "Life is a dream, and you are God having the dream!" and SWIM has done a mistake that he took DMT and now knows something he should not ever have known is not helpful and leads to psychosis. SWIM understands now the roots of his psychosis: he is afraid of being alone, and he is afraid of having done a horrible mistake.
What DMT actually did to SWIM, is it has fully exposed all his beliefs and excuses to him very self. DMT has shown SWIM not the nature of reality but the nature of his perception of that reality, the essence of which: "It is up to you what to believe!". Proof: a person cannot see through skin or through walls on DMT. It just alters perception!
SWIM chose to believe in life, to believe in good. His choice is to bring love and light into lives of other people!
He has chosen to allow life to be a mystery and has let go of the desire to figure life out.
The text below is the original post. If set in wrong context and experienced, it may cause depression as described.
All the theories written before (e. g. here) are just a production of SWIM’s imaginative mind which is eager to create theories. Ultimately, it comes down to the fact, that SWIM is God having a dream. This is his dream. That is why SWIM felt alone as he awakened of that dream. Now that he knows it, his dream has become lucid.
This realization has a lot of objectivity to it. fnog9 writes here:
fnog9 said:(…) All of a sudden, for what reason I don't know.... I just...... woke up. I said, "Oh my God!" I'm awake. It was me the entire time.... it was LITERALLY me the whole time. Everything, the whole universe... literally a story that I made up. I made up the story that I am this person, I made up the story that there are cities, and I live on earth. I made up this thing called life and death. It was me the whole time. Every thought I've ever had and everything that's ever happened, it was all me, and its all been leading up to this very moment RIGHT NOW!! and NOW! AND NOW!! And it all must end... now. This is your death, I thought. It was all you, the entire time, and it all ends now. You didn't really take a drug, that was just a symbol, that was part of the story too, and there is no escape now.
It was all made up.... what a PERFECT ending. What a magnificent perfect ending. I knew right then that there was literally no such thing as death, I didn't know whether I was "alive" or dead. I stopped breathing, and yet I kept coming back to life. This realization that "it was always me" was both the most joyous, unimaginably ecstatic experience, and at the same time the most terrifying thing imaginable. Upon reflection, perhaps the reason it is terrifying is because what the realization means for the person experiencing this. It means I am completely alone forever, there is no escape from eternity, and the realization places all responsibility on me. Literally, it felt as though the fate of the entire universe rested on my shoulders in a single moment, and the suffering of all sentient beings. It can feel like a burden. And in that moment, I felt as though I had to express the love of the entire universe all at once. It was overwhelming. (…)
Read the full story: Death....... there is no - DMT - Quality experience reports - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
SWIM has reported his friend’s trip here some time ago: Waking up while being in another dimension?! - Welcome discussion - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
In the report, one important thing he has not mentioned, since it did not appear to be worth mentioning at that time. But SWIM clearly remembers this important detail. His friend reported, while being in that state, that he was ALONE! He was in a dimension where all things happened at the same time and he was ALONE! No souls, no hell, no paradise... Just him! We have contemplated together on the experience but could not integrate it properly and ended up with the theory that he ended up in some dimension “between dimensions” where he was alone with no guides and no other worlds present. In other words he has not moved deep enough into the hyperspace to experience other worlds which was the ultimate purpose of spice in SWIM’s understanding at that time. Now he knows better.
While SWIMs here report how horrifying this experience was and some of them commit to never touch spice again, SWIM’s friend has done it over and over again! He had even sort of fun dying on DMT, while the first experience was indeed extremely horrifying to him. His first experience was in fact his very first breakthrough! Later SWIM’s friend managed to visit another world with the help of suggestion and the acceptance that he must let go of his visual senses since he cannot see those worlds with his physical eyes.
Finally, there is a video on YouTube where this truth is communicated. Back then, SWIM thought it was some metaphor, but it is meant it the most literal sense you can ever imagine:
Putting all pieces together, the ultimate perspective to the world is as follows:
There is one and only God that is, has always been and will always be. God consciousness resides outside of space and time, thus the whole concept of time space reality with a beginning and an end is of no relevance to God.
God decided to experience himself. For that he created a time space reality and placed an observer within this world, which is still him. Similarly, a programmer creates a virtual reality, a computer game, and a car (in case of a race game) which he, the programmer, can move inside the world he has created to experience his world from the car perspective. The point of this experience is that it is more exciting than just seeing the race map with all the trees from above. If a gamer immerges into the game, he may forget the world around him, which is considered as normal and paid no attention to in regard how similar this is to the real life. Like in a computer game, there are rules that are not to be broken; otherwise the game will lose its point. Remember how it feels when you know all the cheats!
The challenging thing about the game of life is to wrap your mind around the concept of overlapping dreams: every conscious participant in our world is the very same God dreaming! He has multiple dreams at the very same time. Remember, there is no time in his realm, thus he can enter the dream reality, which our is physical reality, at any point in space and time.
There is the idea in spirituality that we are all connected. It goes much deeper: we are all the very same entity having a simultaneous dream!
Look how often great people embed this truth in their works of art. In the Matrix Neo have been shot and died. At this point he fully remembers that he is God just dreaming! At this stage it is important to find your way back to the right dream, which is why it is important to have a friend telling you that you are not dead or to have memories of people that you love. This is consistent with the situation there: Trinity tells Neo that she loves him and helps him, by doing so, to come back to his dream! And he chooses to take this memory with him. Now he knows that he dreams and in the virtual matrix reality and, later, even in the physical reality, he can do whatever he chooses!
In "Alice in Wonderland", there is just the same message! "Vanilla Sky": same message! "Avatar": related message (our real world bodies are avatars). "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus" comes pretty close to it...
It is however not smart to slap truth of this kind right in the face of the audience. That is why filmmakers always create separate worlds to which the truth is applied (virtual reality in "The Matrix", Pandora in "Avatar", the dream world in "Alice in Wonderland", lucid dream in "Vanilla Sky" ). Then, the audience should decide to what degree they want to apply this idea to their physical world. It is not that they are not ready to know the truth but must have the choice to what degree they choose to be conscious of the fact that life is a dream of one and only God.