The life on planet Earth in human form is a long and complex trip for our souls, just like the short trips you would experience on DMT. It is possible that just like in DMT worlds you have a guide in your earthly life, better known as guardian angel.
SWIM had psychosis episodes for two months after his last horror trip. The experience was painful and psychologically wearing. However, it was very informative. SWIM has gotten very interesting insights. In the latter days SWIM feels a little bit tired but confident.
It seems like SWIM was cleansed by means of psychosis of destructive belief systems. The basic nature of psychosis is the mental ability to see the consequences of different belief structures in a very distant future. This is extremely frightening if a belief has a destructive nature. Just imagine the feeling when you realize that the belief that currently appears to you constructive turns out to be of highly destructive nature in a distant future! As soon as SWIM started to see psychosis as a way of teaching, he decided to drop beliefs that turned out to be destructive and found relief after that.
In the following SWIM wants to share some major destructive belief structures that are very popular nowadays and thus possibly relevant to you.
We are God
SWIM has often encountered in New Age spiritual teachings that God does not exists in the biblical sense but has spitted itself in us for the sake of self experience. Thus, we are God collectively. This idea is presented not as a philosophical thought experiment but as the ultimate truth. This belief structure has been presented to SWIM as very destructive and thus must be false.
Besides, in the Bible there is the entity called Satan, whose mission is to seduce people into following his path. One of his major tricks is to disguise himself as God. Very interesting coincidence, don’t you think?
We are
not God in amnesia and
not one entity which is one soul having a simultaneous experience in multiple bodies. The idea that we are God is based on the New Age propaganda. It is not an ultimate truth but a thought experiment of logical nature. We are connected but we are not one and the same entity.
Allow me to illustrate this with our computer technology. The internet is one network, one entity. Still, internet consists of many connected computers. The idea that all computers are one is logical, but not physical.
SWIM found information in books from Michael Newton (
www.spiritualregression.org) relevant and validated by SWIM’s experiences in hyperspace. Mr. Newton is a psychologist who has gotten a lot of information about the life between lives on Earth from patients under hypnosis. It seems like the afterlife looks very like a DMT world with guides and souls. His patients also admit that there are many worlds and Earth is one of the toughest ones.
It looks like our physical dimension was designed by some highly developed soul and filled with life including our human bodies. This entity is the loving God who allows us to experience his world. In his world there are physical laws but also spiritual laws (one of the most important laws is to keep everything in balance). If a soul experiencing human life breaks these laws it will be informed about it by means of experience. If the soul does not listen and breaks the laws on a consistent basis for a long period of time God or entities watching over this world (angels?) will induce a premature life termination, aka death. Just like that, SWIM has been kicked out of a DMT world, because he found this world boring and the creator of that world has picked up his feelings immediately and "closed" the world. Similarly, a worker will be fired if he does not respect the rules of the company.
All this demonstrates that we are not God that created the physical times-space-reality including our bodies! For SWIM it is quite a privilege to have the chance to live in this world, to have human experience. Thank you God for giving SWIM this chance!
We grow to become God
The idea that we grow to ultimately become God is also presented as the ultimate truth by many New Age authors but is mere an option.
A soul seems to have a certain amount of free will. This amount is higher during the human experience and lower in the afterlife. You certainly have the option to go to "school" where you learn to control free energy and to create worlds like ours. However, you also have the option to remain a "small" soul that enters our world life after life and creates great things with human hands. There is no obligation for growing, since there are infinite numbers of aspects you can learn and experience as a "small" soul.
By the way, isn’t it great to be rather normal than the best in everything? Imagine you suddenly become rich or extraordinary good at something. All your friends will not keep up with you. You will have to find new friends which are similar to you. And if you grow further, there won’t be anyone left who is like you. Just imagine how many pop stars feel. The feeling of being alone is like hell.
There is no afterlife.
There is also the idea that this life is one and only we have. After death our consciousness merges with God or the One and, thus, ceases to exist as a separate entity connected to God.
From a certain perspective it is true, since every life is unique. A soul does not necessary remembers all its lives after its return to the spirit world. The guides (or whatever entities are responsible for this) do not allow this to happen if a past life contains unpleasant or sinful experiences. If a soul have done a lot of sins in its previous lives these lives are erased or hidden forever from the soul after it has learnt from these experiences and compensated them. If a soul creates a good life, memory of which will not stress it, this memory is restored in the afterlife. This might be the idea of eternal life the Bible promises for good people.
The idea that this is the only life we have is, again, a destructive belief pattern. On the obvious level, it encourages people to do crazy and often destructive things, since there are no consequences to fear in the afterlife.
But there are consequences! These consequences are not some form of punishment - it only appears as such from our perspective. It is the natural process of instant remembering of what is right and constructive. This reminds SWIM of the film "The Punisher" where the guy manipulates the mafia boss to kill his best friend and his wife for things they have not done. The boss feels himself to be righteous. Just imagine his feelings after he realizes that he had been manipulated to kill his loved ones for nothing! This is very similar to the remembering process in the afterlife.
Happiness.
People often pursue something to acquire happiness. Many people want to become rich without the understanding that their belief is that being rich will bring happiness.
However, everything in these worlds belongs to the God who designed this world and us. He can control even our feelings. God is very powerful, loving and patient. He allows everyone of us to create our own experience despite his suggestions. For teaching purposes he may allow you to gain all the riches of the world but will not give you happiness, because you asked for the riches of the world but not for the happiness
Therefore you must be loyal to God. Respect his creation and allow him to guide you. Trust him.
Thanks for reading.