Exp. Report Three breakthroughs in one day turned into ongoing contact. Looking for others who have had this happen

[Frezh]

I have been working with DMT for a while now, but a couple of weeks ago something shifted that I am still trying to make sense of, and this community felt like the right place to bring it.

In a single day I broke through three separate times, and all three were full contact. Not the usual geometry and color. Populated, structured, and aware of me.

The first one caught me off guard. I went to drop my head down on the third hit the way I always do, and instead of going down, something pulled me upward. I came up in front of an enormous golden lion. The closest words I have are a sun with a face. I did not interact, I did not perform, I just existed in front of it, completely held. I came back with tears on my face from a kind of love I have never felt sober and have never felt on anything else.

The second was the one that changed me. It sat me bolt upright with my spine perfectly straight, which is not how I sit. I asked them internally whether I could ascend, and the answer was yes. They showed me creation unfolding, dimensions stacked over this one, geometry I do not have language for. They also answered something I have wondered my whole life and told me the orbs and craft people are filming are interdimensional beings here to help us take the next step. Then they asked to come inside me. I allowed it. My head began moving on its own, slow, like a snake, and I felt them pour in until there was no boundary left between us. I looked down at my hand and there was a galaxy turning inside it. There was also a green being I later identified as Green Tara, which I had never heard of before that day.

The third took my body entirely and showed me what we are underneath all of this. Eternal beings of light, wearing these bodies, walking around convinced we are small. I began vibrating so high that I understood I could leave through it. One more push and I would have been gone. I pulled myself back at the edge.

Since that day they have not left. Every time I go back in there is no waiting room anymore. I am instantly with the same beings, and they are already there, asking if I am ready.

I want to be clear that I am grounded. I work, I function, none of it has ever felt dark, only love. But the consistency is what I cannot explain away. Same beings, same presence, every single time.

So my question for the people here who have spent real time in this space. Has anyone else gone from scattered breakthroughs to repeated contact with the same intelligences? Did it ever stabilize into something ongoing for you, and if so, where did it lead? I am not looking for reassurance, I am looking for others who have actually walked further down this road.

 

[northape]

You've been scheduled for psychotherapy in your past life but kind of forgot about it. Enjoy

 

[northape]

So my question for the people here who have spent real time in this space. Has anyone else gone from scattered breakthroughs to repeated contact with the same intelligences? Did it ever stabilize into something ongoing for you, and if so, where did it lead? I am not looking for reassurance, I am looking for others who have actually walked further down this road.

I guess you want a response that would reaffirm something for you. However, each path is unique and personal. Even if someone were on a similar journey, it's theirs to own.
We can travel together to the same destination in real life and have quite different experiences. No one is living from your perspective except yourself. That's why I wrote - enjoy.
Own your process and get pointers that could be applied to it. Yet, the interpretation is always going to be yours. So, once again, all is well

My previous post was a joke by the way

 

[ommani]

You've been scheduled for psychotherapy in your past life but kind of forgot about it.

We can all use some therapy, of one kind or another.

I think it would be cool to be a group therapist for DMT entities, regarding the stress of accommodating all the bewildered humans intent upon contacting them.

 

[northape]

 

[new_science]

 

[northape]

 

[Ruffles]

The book Antipodes of the mind by Benny Shannon tackles this somewhat by trying to list the phenomena homologues that happens across different people. Reading your descriptions reminded me of a few cases he cites.

I can't recall having it repeat visions, but I do have the deja vu feel of "something grandiose or important happened... Again" every single time after the peak.

 

[Transform]

We can all use some therapy, of one kind or another.

I think it would be cool to be a group therapist for DMT entities, regarding the stress of accommodating all the bewildered humans intent upon contacting them.

On a related note, I've recently found that carefully thinking through exactly what I would say to a psychotherapist and considering why, and also how I think that would be the best use of my time with a psychotherapist, seems to have proven to be almost as benefical as consulting an actual, decent psychotherapist ought to be - but it is also the summer, and I did recently meet some wonderful, like-minded people

Even so, it seems to hint that virtual self-psychotherapy ought to be possible, but the partrcular trick of bootstrapwing oneself into that effective state remains to be explicitly defined.

Certified, or certifiable? Why not both?

 

[ommani]

On a related note, I've recently found that carefully thinking through exactly what I would say to a psychotherapist and considering why, and also how I think that would be the best use of my time with a psychotherapist, seems to have proven to be almost as benefical as consulting an actual, decent psychotherapist ought to be - but it is also the summer, and I did recently meet some wonderful, like-minded people

Even so, it seems to hint that virtual self-psychotherapy ought to be possible, but the partrcular trick of bootstrapwing oneself into that effective state remains to be explicitly defined.

Certified, or certifiable? Why not both?

I swear it’s not my intention to derail half the threads that I post in. With that said, I like the self-directed therapy idea, and can see that approach being helpful in terms of bringing focus to an actual psychotherapy situation… as in, certifiably certified psychedelic psychotherapy for serendipitously synchronistic mind-body synchronization with the primordial soul underlying our primeval destiny… or something.

 

[Voidmatrix]

What's funny is it doesn't seem like breaking through is necessary. It seems more about the strength of the bond and relationship.

I rarely breakthrough right now. That will change in the future, but I am fond of the work I am doing now at the levels I am at, even if it has been very challenging. That said, a couple years ago is when constant contact started becoming a thing. The same telepathic vibe hits the inside of the mind, seemingly out of nowhere. And it speaks to you, and you can speak back, but not necessitating verbal speech. I talk about the last time a strong connection was made without medicine is shared here. I am still walking this road. This connection is only deepening. And it's weird... that's what I can tell you.

One love

 

[AstraLex]

Hey,

Once upon a time a newcomer arrives at DMT-nexus and posts a disturbing report about an ongoing contact with the entities/the hyperspace, even when sober. It looks like a persistent psychedelic after-effect which will not stop and delivers considerable psychological distress. Those newcomers often stay for a few days to a few weeks and never log in again.

The most famous example being, most likely, NGC_2264. He stayed with us for 10 days and his report still sparks a lot of controversy. The last in the line of those flying-by members seems to be the topic starter: he was active for 3 days and has not logged in for 4 weeks now. Where are they now?

A quite convenient answer would go along the lines: “This are people who were predisposed for some kind of a psychotic disorder. They took (too much) DMT and finally fried their brains. Before distending into the chaos of a full-blown (and chronic) psychosis, before losing the ability to coherently organize their own thoughts, they managed to post a few posts on DMT-nexus about their experiences. But is there more to this “ongoing connection” experience, even when completely sober, than the purely neurological explanation?

According to my point of view there is. My own theory about this phenomenon is, of course, based on my own personal experience. But I also see some proof for it in other people’s reports, like Voidmatrix’ report just above my post. I think that the connection is real. It’s not an illusion, neurological by-product, dream or what not. Instead, it’s a genuine, real connection with intelligent beings from another dimension.

This connection is too hard to handle for some (most?) people. But some people can handle this ongoing connection quite well and thus become vessels or conduits for those other-dimensional beings in our own (materialistic) world.

What's funny is it doesn't seem like breaking through is necessary. It seems more about the strength of the bond and relationship. I rarely breakthrough right now.

This sounds familiar. When I became hardwired to the Hyperspace myself and got this “ongoing connection”, I stopped taking breakthrough doses at all – it was way too overwhelming. And there was no need for it either. It was actually easier to communicate with the entities when not fully submerged. Full-on breakthroughs are only necessary for initial contact anyway.

That said, a couple years ago is when constant contact started becoming a thing. The same telepathic vibe hits the inside of the mind, seemingly out of nowhere. And it speaks to you, and you can speak back, but not necessitating verbal speech.

This verbal speech thing was actually a turning point in my whole connection with the Hyperspace. You see, I am naturally a thinker and do a lot of self-talk silently inside my mind. Because I do it often, since I was a child, I am very used to this inner voice dialogue. And it turned out that the entities can connect to my inner voice as well and we can actually have a “normal” conversation with each other. It felt like flipping a switch inside my mind. One moment I have my usual self-talk and then “ZAAAP” – I have somebody, usually my Guide, talking to me, like we talk to each other on a telephone.

I think that the biggest obstacle for me was to learn how to reliably distinguish when I have a regular self-talk and when there was somebody else on the other side of the line. Otherwise it would feel like I am becoming mad, imagining that I talk to somebody, while I just talk to myself. But once I learned how to reliably use my inner voice to call to them, or distinguish their own calling, our connection went to a whole new level. No more guessing or telepathic/empathic exchanges – but normal, verbal, long, elaborate dialogues with the entities.

Blessings!