jamlikejelly
Close Your Eyes To SEE
...during my last voyage I had experienced my first truly terrifying NDE... I was torn asunder by what appeared to be my "christanthemum" (blue was the prevailing color)... does anyone have any knowledge about this?! the feelings that I felt were nothing other than pure/raw fear and terror but I was able to sustain my psyche and ride it out (thanks be to the Lord)... I was so rattled that I just had to take another rip to see what was down there... I was able to view the horror from another perspective (as opposed to being in the midst of it, still terrifying)... I was able to see that the DMT was trying to show me that I am not yet prepared and that I have some work to do... I must add that this was my last two tokes (crystal chunks)... the first few trips (several tokes of powder?) were nothing short of amazing, which is why I greedily convinced myself to take one last journey... I have been really working on myself and preparing for my next undertaking since then (trying to be as pure as possible in mind, body, and spirit)... I am now able to somehow dissolve or transform negativity into positivity (not always as quickly as I would like but I am learning)... I speak life... I am LIFE...
be well fellow travelers... heed the warnings and make haste for the illusion of lost time with vigor... because we all know it does not exist!
be well fellow travelers... heed the warnings and make haste for the illusion of lost time with vigor... because we all know it does not exist!
