omnilucident
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hey guys,
I've been around here a while and have had a few breakthrough experiences with entities showing me things and changing my dimensional perspectives when looking at them, but nothing unique enough for be to bother writing up and posting.
I just had some changa, around 100mg, i'd say. felt reeeally strong compared to what i had been making (jungle oil), but wasn't near breakthrough. so i got up and had another 50mg.
i was rushing into hysperspace and the vibrating was there in slow consistent rings. i felt water gushing from my eyes as i cried from intensity. it wasn't bad intensity but wasn't good either. then as i was approaching this crescendo of color and light in this beautiful organism sphere i was in something screamed at me and said something like 'now we have you' and out of the walls of this sphere came a million tubes of flesh and cells and they pierced into me and started sucking all i was out and into it's organism like a huge parasite. i could feel each cell go into it, and for moments i would shift into it's consciousness.
it was a terrifying red organism to be in, and it's activity was getting bigger and bigger as it continuously morphed and writhed.
if any of you have seen 'akira' it was like being inside the entity going batshit at the end.
the vibrating then got higher and higher and faster. at the beginning of the trip this had happened and it felt like my heart was going to overbeat and i would die of cardiac arrest, but i was trying to accept it for i knew rebirth would come after that symbolic death.
but now it was as if thing thing was trying to kill my body so i would become a part of it.
as i reached right before the second crescendo i was frightened somehow to open my eyes (couldn't do this before, was not in control).
once i did i no longer felt possessed or frightened but something was sucking me down. i quickly moved my laptop off my bed before collapsing down on my face.
then i was in some kind of space craft looking at our planet, i could see at least 30 people like me lying in bed, an alien inside the ship was telling some others of his experiments and was displaying me as his current subject, he mentioned how at this point the subject starts to feel okay. but the some of the other people lying in bed were still being tortured. he was some kind of scientist-esque creature of this race.
then i opened my eyes and kept them open for a while, and drank some water. i felt a lot better and decided 'no fuck you bitch, i'm not going to let you possess me' and tried to close my eyes and get back there to defeat this entity, but i couldn't get anywhere near it again or hysperspace.
so i opened my eyes waited till i felt aight and told my girlfriend what happened, the reality of her helped me.
now i feel fine (30 minutes later).
i know i should have redosed and defeated it, but i was too scared and exhausted.
advice? 'go get 'em'?
I've been around here a while and have had a few breakthrough experiences with entities showing me things and changing my dimensional perspectives when looking at them, but nothing unique enough for be to bother writing up and posting.
I just had some changa, around 100mg, i'd say. felt reeeally strong compared to what i had been making (jungle oil), but wasn't near breakthrough. so i got up and had another 50mg.
i was rushing into hysperspace and the vibrating was there in slow consistent rings. i felt water gushing from my eyes as i cried from intensity. it wasn't bad intensity but wasn't good either. then as i was approaching this crescendo of color and light in this beautiful organism sphere i was in something screamed at me and said something like 'now we have you' and out of the walls of this sphere came a million tubes of flesh and cells and they pierced into me and started sucking all i was out and into it's organism like a huge parasite. i could feel each cell go into it, and for moments i would shift into it's consciousness.
it was a terrifying red organism to be in, and it's activity was getting bigger and bigger as it continuously morphed and writhed.
if any of you have seen 'akira' it was like being inside the entity going batshit at the end.
the vibrating then got higher and higher and faster. at the beginning of the trip this had happened and it felt like my heart was going to overbeat and i would die of cardiac arrest, but i was trying to accept it for i knew rebirth would come after that symbolic death.
but now it was as if thing thing was trying to kill my body so i would become a part of it.
as i reached right before the second crescendo i was frightened somehow to open my eyes (couldn't do this before, was not in control).
once i did i no longer felt possessed or frightened but something was sucking me down. i quickly moved my laptop off my bed before collapsing down on my face.
then i was in some kind of space craft looking at our planet, i could see at least 30 people like me lying in bed, an alien inside the ship was telling some others of his experiments and was displaying me as his current subject, he mentioned how at this point the subject starts to feel okay. but the some of the other people lying in bed were still being tortured. he was some kind of scientist-esque creature of this race.
then i opened my eyes and kept them open for a while, and drank some water. i felt a lot better and decided 'no fuck you bitch, i'm not going to let you possess me' and tried to close my eyes and get back there to defeat this entity, but i couldn't get anywhere near it again or hysperspace.
so i opened my eyes waited till i felt aight and told my girlfriend what happened, the reality of her helped me.
now i feel fine (30 minutes later).
i know i should have redosed and defeated it, but i was too scared and exhausted.
advice? 'go get 'em'?
