Transcending via responsibility

[HungryDirt]

Alright; today is the day my beloved has selected to vaporize her first experience. I feel like I have adequately prepared her. She is a meditation devotee, so here are the things I have told her.

1) Spice does not completely rip your mind away. If you need to bail because you are being bombarded by overwhelming sensations or visuals, simply remember- say your name and open your eyes.

2) I have assured her we will start slowly; the first pull will be long winded and deep. I want her to hear the ringing and experience the anesthesia slowly. I want the teacher to float upon her, not bombard her at first. This luxury was not afforded to me the first time, a mistake I regretted for quite some time.

3) My beloved has a very deep understanding and accessibility to her dreams that I have never experienced with another human in my life. She will sometimes remember 45 minute chunks of time. I will relay her experience here tonight, if she allows it. I think it's going to be something special.

What am I leaving out? This is 99.5% pure fumarate. We have nothing else special, save a handful of square paper containing Albert Hoffman's spinal fluid. How can I help make this as positive as possible without becoming overbearing or a distraction. Thanks friends!

 

[proto-pax]

Alright; today is the day my beloved has selected to vaporize her first experience. I feel like I have adequately prepared her. She is a meditation devotee, so here are the things I have told her.

1) Spice does not completely rip your mind away. If you need to bail because you are being bombarded by overwhelming sensations or visuals, simply remember- say your name and open your eyes.

Just gotta say at high doses this isn't true for me anyway.

Also lol @ hoffmans spinal fluid.

 

[HungryDirt]

Alright; today is the day my beloved has selected to vaporize her first experience. I feel like I have adequately prepared her. She is a meditation devotee, so here are the things I have told her.

1) Spice does not completely rip your mind away. If you need to bail because you are being bombarded by overwhelming sensations or visuals, simply remember- say your name and open your eyes.

Just gotta say at high doses this isn't true for me anyway.

Also lol @ hoffmans spinal fluid.

You're right; I went to 75mgs only once, and the only sense of self I could interpret were "I am dead" and "I have broken my mind". I guess those aren't the sturdiest of life boats, lol!

 

[d-T-r]

She sounds like she is already in safe hands

I would maybe make it clear to her that the integration process is just as important as the experience it's self.

 

[Terrence_Mechanic]

any updates?

 

[Enoon]

What am I leaving out? This is 99.5% pure fumarate.

are you sure you want to vaporize fumarate? last I checked you only vaporize the freebase, I'm sure it was just a typo...

how did it go?

how did you measure the purity btw?

I think the preperation should only extend to making the setting and set comfortable and safe, perhaps adding a bit of scientific background and then give the freedom to explore i.e. drop the reins. You cannot control the experience anyway. Anything else like philosphy and spirituality etc. probably already is there as a basis to some degree and the experience can be followed up by it as well but I think it's more important at least for the first few times to just actually explore this strange state of mind, this strange experience.

godspeed

 

[Global]

You're trying to cram the DMT experience into a mold for your partner when it's largely unmoldable. There's little to no way to ensure what will happen whether it be fast or slow, aggressive or mellow, spiritual or lame. DMT will defile your expectations one by one, so you can set up all the limitations that you will descriptively impose on the experience, and it will knock them down. I can empathize though. Sometimes I'll have a really profound and significant experience, and since words only go so far, I like to be able to share that kind of experience with others. Unfortunately, beyond administering the DMT the same way as I would myself, there's little I can do beyond making them feel comfortable and safe to ensure that they are able to reach the same profound recesses of hyperspace that I had frequented.