one of the few trip reports I've read actually, it reminded me of something very dumb I did the day before I joined this site.I tried some random synthetic cannabis from a gas station.because I had heard a few stories about powerful hallucinogenic experiences from it, so i tried it and I got this strange pulsing jerking sensation in my head and it was getting faster and faster and the hum of the computer monitor was getting louder and louder until it filed up my consciousness,I began to forget about the world around me,I started to think hey maybe this is what a dent breakthrough is like and as my mind eyes and ears pulsed an electrical euphoria did too and as things got faster,I don't know if you're familiar with many worlds theory, but I began to move through a different consciousness of myself each in a different dimension, as I slowly morphed closer and closer along this interconnecting line through an infinitely fractalized multiverse and merged and melded with everything until it had spotted so fast that I reached the center, I was no longer a being, for a single 1 dimensional point Iwas at the source and end of everything time lost meaning,I want to say I was their for a millisecond or an eternity but to that being neither really applied.and I existed in extreme bliss and sadness and every emotion art once.I was seeing through the Copenhagen interpretation where every possibility happened at once, then it was gone and I was lost in the multitude of realities reliving my life as the pulses slowed down and I clawed my way back towards myself and tried to remember everything that had happened and I began to notice feelings very real feelings and eventually opened my eyes, won't bore you with all the details of reconnecting to my body and this reality, but by the end it was about 15 minutes total before I could function and another 30 before I stopped pulsing.my point was just that I too became a supreme divine being and desperately clawed my way back...the after effects and pulsing felt toxic and painful,I was hoping fight could give me similar but more varied and cleaner experiences.(I tried the synthetic thing again but not as much and got the same thing but less far down the line was just painful and boring).
p.s.I would like to point out I don't take drugs lightly I don't even take medicine without knowing the full effect and making certain its beneficial and even then almost never I'd rather have my body take care of itself,I only do mind expanding drugs after much thought and with great intent, I don't even smoke weed and have only done hallucinogens several times, so I felt rather embarrasse and stupid to have just gotten some random thing I didn't even know what the active compound was and do it on the spurof the moment.I'm very glad I did, it was amazing but I still should've thought more, taken precautions, I don't think I'll ever do that again even though it was such an interesting thing, it felt very toxic....sorry got side tracked with a long story