Hi
Im a 18 year old Polish male, i’ve always liked tripping/ altered states of sensory input.I feel like it helped me with my deporessive states and my family situation that i have had for the past 10 years, i only tried LSD, Psylocibin and 2C-B.
I liked all of those and have done them more that once, unfortunatley or maybe fortunatley because of that i „suffer” from HPPD for about a month now, wierd thing is i kinda like it and im not disstressed at all, the only problem is when im in dark closed spaces i sometimes see obsticales that aren’t there but it only happens when i smoke cannabis or do MDMA. No other symptoms bother me.
So lets get back on track. Im a cartridge from a friend for free, i know all about set and setting and the mindset when doing psychedelics, i never have been the type to panic or be scared of drugs cause i know how to use them responsibly and in a sefe enviorment i always reaserch the side effects and i see if it’s worth the feeling.
So for the trip my girlfriend will be the sitter and i’ll lay on the bed in her room and just take a rip off the vape, i don’t really know how much to pull for but i think like 5-10 seconds will be alright for a first time and if i would like to go back to that world i’ll just take two 10 second rips, and then just lay back again and let myself expirience this state.
I also still have to get a battery for the cartridge (510 screw and i’ll probably buy somwhere between 320mha and 400mha batteries).
I have researched this compound for about half a year now and it just takes my breath to hear theese stories about just blending into your own conciousness.
I expect the expirience to be awakening, blisfull and maybe i can learn something from the entities, the only factor of the trip i might not like is the duration, i know it only last’s 10-20 min but when i tried shrooms (5g) they made 4 hours feel like 16 i’m willing to accept this factor after all i already signed up for the trip and you can’t stop it wven if u wanted to, so i guess we’ll see how it goes for me
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I’m grounded in reality, i know whats real and whats not, i have no previous mental issues like psychosis or schizophrenia also no familg history of theese ilnesses so i don’t see a problem doing it.
You might say im way too young but lets be honest not only is this the best age to do psychedelics cause they acctually have a impact on my brain and the 5-HT receptors are in the peak of reactivity.
I also have made a basic rundown of my beliefs in Polish to see what changes after the trip, i belive to be a self proclaimed atheist as i belive there is more proof for the big bang than for god and not to offend anyone, i think religion is just a mechanism to controll the masses, an example of this could be ancient rome(ifykyk) and also the fact that its really unrealistic living an eternity in heaven where you can ony be happy forever or hell where you will be unhappy for eternity, eternity does’nt seem to match a 70-90 year lifespan.
I also belive the meaning of life is lead by 5 important factors: instintcs, reproduction, avoidment of unplesure, the search for plesure and the one that has the most influence: conciousness.
I guess this is all i wanted to say, if you read this to this moment i hope you can help or give tips to know what i can do to make my expirience better.
Big thanks for hearing me out and i hope you have a good day/night.
Im a 18 year old Polish male, i’ve always liked tripping/ altered states of sensory input.I feel like it helped me with my deporessive states and my family situation that i have had for the past 10 years, i only tried LSD, Psylocibin and 2C-B.
I liked all of those and have done them more that once, unfortunatley or maybe fortunatley because of that i „suffer” from HPPD for about a month now, wierd thing is i kinda like it and im not disstressed at all, the only problem is when im in dark closed spaces i sometimes see obsticales that aren’t there but it only happens when i smoke cannabis or do MDMA. No other symptoms bother me.
So lets get back on track. Im a cartridge from a friend for free, i know all about set and setting and the mindset when doing psychedelics, i never have been the type to panic or be scared of drugs cause i know how to use them responsibly and in a sefe enviorment i always reaserch the side effects and i see if it’s worth the feeling.
So for the trip my girlfriend will be the sitter and i’ll lay on the bed in her room and just take a rip off the vape, i don’t really know how much to pull for but i think like 5-10 seconds will be alright for a first time and if i would like to go back to that world i’ll just take two 10 second rips, and then just lay back again and let myself expirience this state.
I also still have to get a battery for the cartridge (510 screw and i’ll probably buy somwhere between 320mha and 400mha batteries).
I have researched this compound for about half a year now and it just takes my breath to hear theese stories about just blending into your own conciousness.
I expect the expirience to be awakening, blisfull and maybe i can learn something from the entities, the only factor of the trip i might not like is the duration, i know it only last’s 10-20 min but when i tried shrooms (5g) they made 4 hours feel like 16 i’m willing to accept this factor after all i already signed up for the trip and you can’t stop it wven if u wanted to, so i guess we’ll see how it goes for me
)I’m grounded in reality, i know whats real and whats not, i have no previous mental issues like psychosis or schizophrenia also no familg history of theese ilnesses so i don’t see a problem doing it.
You might say im way too young but lets be honest not only is this the best age to do psychedelics cause they acctually have a impact on my brain and the 5-HT receptors are in the peak of reactivity.
I also have made a basic rundown of my beliefs in Polish to see what changes after the trip, i belive to be a self proclaimed atheist as i belive there is more proof for the big bang than for god and not to offend anyone, i think religion is just a mechanism to controll the masses, an example of this could be ancient rome(ifykyk) and also the fact that its really unrealistic living an eternity in heaven where you can ony be happy forever or hell where you will be unhappy for eternity, eternity does’nt seem to match a 70-90 year lifespan.
I also belive the meaning of life is lead by 5 important factors: instintcs, reproduction, avoidment of unplesure, the search for plesure and the one that has the most influence: conciousness.
I guess this is all i wanted to say, if you read this to this moment i hope you can help or give tips to know what i can do to make my expirience better.
Big thanks for hearing me out and i hope you have a good day/night.
