robertplant
Rising Star
Hello wonderful community.
SWIMs new to this sacrament and wants to share some experiences and hear any feedback available.
The first journey was with a 25mg load on a homemade pipe which has a long stem with a pack of copper. It was not a break through experience though swim's visual field was very nearly overwhelmed with colors, patterns and movement. It was more hallucinatory than any other experience with mushrooms or LSD which swim has used for 20 years periodically at various dosages. A clear message was delivered, "You don't have to explain everything." The mind almost immediately began trying to decipher the meaning...the irony was recognized and a concerted effort to head the message was employed.
This experience inspired the acquisition of a GVG. The next journey was a 25mg load in the GVG in one hit. It was again a journey that would not be described by swim as a breakthrough though surely as close as possible. The imagery was brilliantly colored and amazing but appeared much like graffiti art. Swim is 40 something and not into graffiti at all....odd!
2 weeks later, a 33mg load in one hit. The onset was very rapid. Patterns, fractals, colors overcame the field of vision and a playful cartoonish presence came screaming out of the left field of vision (or perception) with middle finger extended to say, "FUCK YOU" but in a very playful, friendly way. Perhaps a sort of, "Oh, it's gonna work now, you're in for a ride!" But that is about the last thing swim remembers other than periodically realizing that breathing was NOT occurring. A sort of gasping breath then in response to the realization but the intensity would immediately overwhelm again. There was also a noticeable difficulty in swallowing. This was certainly a breakthrough but so much less could be brought back. Upon re-entry however, another clear message was delivered. Not spoken, just given to the mind. "The good stuff happens in between the chaos, when the mind is quiet."
2 more weeks and a 25mg load. This time outside under a brilliant moonless sky. Again a breakthrough, again the breathing and swallowing challenges, again difficulty in bringing the experience back. But still great insights mostly realized upon re-entry prior to full baseline return.
Swim has had no clear visits with entities only odd perceptions of the presence of someone or some thing. No conversations or machine elves or such, at least that comes back with swim.
Interested in any comments and specifically wondering if the breathing and swallowing thing is common and reflects anything regarding dosage. Also, the black-out effect is disappointing; is that related to dosage too? Seems obvious that it may indicate a bit too strong a dosage but I suppose it could be otherwise.
Thoughts?
P.S. Great community, thanks so much for sharing all this amazing information!
SWIMs new to this sacrament and wants to share some experiences and hear any feedback available.
The first journey was with a 25mg load on a homemade pipe which has a long stem with a pack of copper. It was not a break through experience though swim's visual field was very nearly overwhelmed with colors, patterns and movement. It was more hallucinatory than any other experience with mushrooms or LSD which swim has used for 20 years periodically at various dosages. A clear message was delivered, "You don't have to explain everything." The mind almost immediately began trying to decipher the meaning...the irony was recognized and a concerted effort to head the message was employed.
This experience inspired the acquisition of a GVG. The next journey was a 25mg load in the GVG in one hit. It was again a journey that would not be described by swim as a breakthrough though surely as close as possible. The imagery was brilliantly colored and amazing but appeared much like graffiti art. Swim is 40 something and not into graffiti at all....odd!
2 weeks later, a 33mg load in one hit. The onset was very rapid. Patterns, fractals, colors overcame the field of vision and a playful cartoonish presence came screaming out of the left field of vision (or perception) with middle finger extended to say, "FUCK YOU" but in a very playful, friendly way. Perhaps a sort of, "Oh, it's gonna work now, you're in for a ride!" But that is about the last thing swim remembers other than periodically realizing that breathing was NOT occurring. A sort of gasping breath then in response to the realization but the intensity would immediately overwhelm again. There was also a noticeable difficulty in swallowing. This was certainly a breakthrough but so much less could be brought back. Upon re-entry however, another clear message was delivered. Not spoken, just given to the mind. "The good stuff happens in between the chaos, when the mind is quiet."
2 more weeks and a 25mg load. This time outside under a brilliant moonless sky. Again a breakthrough, again the breathing and swallowing challenges, again difficulty in bringing the experience back. But still great insights mostly realized upon re-entry prior to full baseline return.
Swim has had no clear visits with entities only odd perceptions of the presence of someone or some thing. No conversations or machine elves or such, at least that comes back with swim.
Interested in any comments and specifically wondering if the breathing and swallowing thing is common and reflects anything regarding dosage. Also, the black-out effect is disappointing; is that related to dosage too? Seems obvious that it may indicate a bit too strong a dosage but I suppose it could be otherwise.
Thoughts?
P.S. Great community, thanks so much for sharing all this amazing information!
