Northerner
Rising Star
I've thought about this quite a bit.
The first time I did DMT I did 100mg 50% changa, and the next 19 times after that too. Loved it. Freaking loved it.
Since then I edged down the DMT and upped the harmalas so I am doing 100mg 40% changa. Sometimes a little less in the bowl, but not much.
The only times I have done less, but enough to have visions, I could hear and sense the world around me and it was kinda scary. There was stuff happening, I was hallucinating noises and movements around me and I knew I was powerless. I didn't feel safe. I had to tell myself that whatever's happening I can't do anything right now anyway and just wait to see what has happened after I have achieved some sort of "normality". Sure enough there was nothing. But the hallucinations were very real. So real.
Then I read about other people doing 10-15mg doses. For me that's like a insta-mushroom trip. Pulsing colours, fractals and pretty patterns but not really the divine intervention that I associate with DMT.
It's occurred to me that maybe I take too much. Other people report taking much less than me and preferring that. Or am I just a fiend? I haven't read about many people preferring 40mg doses, mostly less.
I've been taking a break but thinking about doing it again a lot recently. I am unsure if I should just keep doing as I have always done or try and temper myself to the lower ranges.
Anyone else ever get this? That it's much easier to go higher?
The first time I did DMT I did 100mg 50% changa, and the next 19 times after that too. Loved it. Freaking loved it.
Since then I edged down the DMT and upped the harmalas so I am doing 100mg 40% changa. Sometimes a little less in the bowl, but not much.
The only times I have done less, but enough to have visions, I could hear and sense the world around me and it was kinda scary. There was stuff happening, I was hallucinating noises and movements around me and I knew I was powerless. I didn't feel safe. I had to tell myself that whatever's happening I can't do anything right now anyway and just wait to see what has happened after I have achieved some sort of "normality". Sure enough there was nothing. But the hallucinations were very real. So real.
Then I read about other people doing 10-15mg doses. For me that's like a insta-mushroom trip. Pulsing colours, fractals and pretty patterns but not really the divine intervention that I associate with DMT.
It's occurred to me that maybe I take too much. Other people report taking much less than me and preferring that. Or am I just a fiend? I haven't read about many people preferring 40mg doses, mostly less.
I've been taking a break but thinking about doing it again a lot recently. I am unsure if I should just keep doing as I have always done or try and temper myself to the lower ranges.
Anyone else ever get this? That it's much easier to go higher?
