IceKoldpp
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o dude, if you're not here trying to gather followers for your congregation or direct everyone to your recent literary work based off of your recent newfound love for DMT then you definitely don't fall under the types that i'm referring to in my original post.Well I'm about at that time frame using DMT and I'm new to the site.
I'd say DMT has been less mind breaking than lucid dreaming... but after doing it I definitely feel like I want to tell people stuff and tell them to take DMT and share my ideology. Mostly because trying to get someone to lucid dream, that hasn't yet, has been impossible for me to induce in them. But with DMT.... well, it's a pretty irrefutable experience that can be done in 10 minutes by inhaling the smell of new shoes. So I do like to talk about it to anyone that will listen...
Knowing that drugs don't exactly affect everyone the same throws a wrench in my plans. But I try regardless... I want to tell them "here is proof that we live in a cartoon" but they don't always see it that way.
And I find my approach to being dismissive of ego-loss and aggressive with the entities to be far less shared. It doesn't make me angry though.
But I hope what I say is at least an intelligible concept regardless of agreement, and not doing the "saying something without saying anything," thing.
actually i can totally relate to wanting to share DMT with friends and family and wanting to tell them ab it. especially in the early days. that's a totally different thing then the "messianic" profile of which i'm referring. hang around here for awhile and you'll see clear examples of what i mean.
i guess the easiest way to specify the difference is
: "holy s**t! i just tried DMT and you have to try it! it's really intense and eye opening and i feel like i may never be same!" (totally normal imo)
and: "i've been on a spiritual journey over the last few months in which i consumed DMT 47 times and unlocked the answers to life and reality, here's my book"
also sidenote. lucid dreaming is something i've had several bouts of obsession trying to learn reliably over my adult life. like have gone months dream journaling and counting my fingers dozens of times a day, checking clocks obsessively, setting my alarm to wake up during rem to stay up for 20min or so then go back to sleep... the whole shabang. have only managed to achieve full lucidity twice. first time what actually triggered it was not recognizing my surroundings then the brute force programming of looking for a clock to verify being awake ACTUALLY WORKED and i looked for a clock and it was all wonky. i then ofcourse got so excited that i woke myself up.. this sucked so much that i gave up on it for awhile (like years).
happy to say though, i've recently revisited said obsession with lucid dreaming (and there's a direct line from my recent time spent with DMT that has led me to start practicing it again along with obe's) and the second time happened during a rare afternoon nap just a few days ago and i managed to stay asleep and have my first full lucid dreaming experience. and i totally agree that it's on a level with DMT in utter weirdness and shock after the fact. really hope i can get better at it and continue exploring.
