So After maybe 20 separate experiences ranging from being bathed in love, lost in amazement of a cosmic kaleidoscope of undescribable geometric beauty, sat in a “dark” endless waiting room waiting for something to happen, meeting the lady, Getting stuck in side a worm hole half here and half there.
There have been a random mix of experiences, but the latest was weird.
Coughing as the last bit went down & feeling the Distortion coming around me I feel instantly transported to a realm where time it self had no meaning or concept, overcome with an overwhelming need to breath but it felt like a whole lifetime of trying without being able to, apparently saying just go with it just go with it the whole time.
From a laying down position to sitting bolt up right & one huge cough...........back where it started but without any concept of myself, humanity, or any coherent thought for 5-7 mins.....total and utter amnesia
It was only someone, a close friend who was sharing the session that guided the senses back, constructed my reality of life, family, loved ones, friends, current location, current situation, what had happened to get me to this room and situation.
Memory wiped, a whole life forgotten & I mean everything, now very weird having restored the previous memories and having a memory of this whole event that is remembering what it feels like that have amnesia and not having any attachment to anything.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this at all ?
There have been a random mix of experiences, but the latest was weird.
Coughing as the last bit went down & feeling the Distortion coming around me I feel instantly transported to a realm where time it self had no meaning or concept, overcome with an overwhelming need to breath but it felt like a whole lifetime of trying without being able to, apparently saying just go with it just go with it the whole time.
From a laying down position to sitting bolt up right & one huge cough...........back where it started but without any concept of myself, humanity, or any coherent thought for 5-7 mins.....total and utter amnesia
It was only someone, a close friend who was sharing the session that guided the senses back, constructed my reality of life, family, loved ones, friends, current location, current situation, what had happened to get me to this room and situation.
Memory wiped, a whole life forgotten & I mean everything, now very weird having restored the previous memories and having a memory of this whole event that is remembering what it feels like that have amnesia and not having any attachment to anything.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this at all ?