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- Thread starter URBY
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The word could be followed by either a comma or elipses. Meant to convey a mild disappointment with the lack of a breakthrough.
It was made very clear by something that the mushroom must speak with me first.
My mention of old souls refers to the people in my life.
It was made very clear by something that the mushroom must speak with me first.
My mention of old souls refers to the people in my life.
Ancient Realms
Rising Star
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wow awesome report
AfroHorror
Paradox Entity
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DMT... "The "Gateway" drug". Well, Sometimes you just have to try again.
Something will answer the door. They usually seem pretty welcoming. There are a lot of variables something went wrong its up to you to find out.
Something will answer the door. They usually seem pretty welcoming. There are a lot of variables something went wrong its up to you to find out.
Leon Trout
when in doubt, twirl
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i may get scolded here, but i really can't look at much more of this... why are you here, URBY?.. i've seen you do nothing but throw about wild theories suggesting that you are the great psychedelic warlord who has no need for chemicals because you are soooo tuned in you can enter hyperspace without them... now, yr here being cryptic, fessing up to having finally tried the chemical you feel is unnecessary, and kind of getting snarky with a mod... just from the tenor of your posts, i feel a sort of disdain coming from you, like you are looking down on a bunch of ants you feel superior to... what are you here to gain?.. are you interested in learning anything from these forums, or are you just here to be strange & annoy people?..
Leon Trout said:
I am looking down on noone. I never said I am above any molecule of any kind, nor have I said any of them were entirely unnecessary. Why else would I have made the effort to try? I have said that one does not require these substances to reach a higher state of mind, but I never said "hyperspace". Even after smoking I admitted that I still have not been to what I feel can be considered "hyperspace". The entities that so many people here seem to be so unsure if they are making them up or not, are as real this website to me. I feel that I have been in communication with them, channeled communications for them, and even taken above the planet and shown what it actually is. Which is ALIVE. The planet is living being. Whether anyone of you already know that, dont believe that, or even wont believe that, is not my decision or issue. My post titled "consensus realities" was what I guess could be considered a freakout after what has been a pretty surreal and wild past couple of months. I was researching an entirely different subject when the nexus presented itself to me. I didnt hear about it and come to check it out, I stumbled across it and stepped in hoping to find insight to what I had been experiencing. ALOT of what I have been going through was described in a creepy level of detail in some of the posts AND THE LEXICON I read on my first visits. Then I signed up and tried to get into the spiritual section of the site to see if I could find others in the same boat as myself and was turned down. Repeatedly. And at times quite viciously. I understand the intention of weeding out people that would not do well to communicate here and honestly, I also feel that many of the nexians that have been arguing with me look down on me for my lack of extensive entheogen experience combined with what I am saying. DMT finally presented itself to me(literally, I had someone I had known for a while at my house and the molecule randomly popped up in conversation between the three of us and it was in my possession less than an hour later) and I tried. I figured it was relevant to say so. Was I wrong? Should I have written a super detailed report of a small fractal pattern recognition, the mild and loving energetic I felt, and what exactly I was "told" other than I need to find some mushrooms? Probably so but I didnt.
I apologize if I come off as cryptic in this thread, my intent was inform that I have in fact found, tried, and plan to try again. Maybe I should have posted it in the open discussion forum...
Im a strange guy. Always have been. I know any nexian as well as they know me. Which is to say I dont.
As belligerent as I have been at times, I mean no trouble for the people here
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It's not a matter of being ready or not, or needing to pow wow with the mushroom beforehand. If 60 milligrams isn't hitting you like a full force atomic bomb blast, there is either something wrong with your spice or your smoking technique isn't working.
