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Hail the keys!
I recently had an interesting, albeit probably unnecessary, psychedelic experience with my partner on LSD. The trip caused more harm than good in that it felt quite draining on our bodies, minds, and emotional states with few-to-no immediately apparent lessons. The trip did reinforce some things we have been thinking and we feel, but it was definitely not worth being drained and the negative aspects.
Right after the trip, we were also concerned about the nature of and reason for the visuals and various visions we had during the experience. I, for example, saw energy beams exploding out of our third eyes with multicolored apertures spinning vigorously around them. My partner saw giant webs of wings/leaves, with small eyes at every bend. While these things may be magnificent and "cool," it felt as if we were using the drug as a "party trick" to see cool colors and crazy stuff that did not really teach us anything.
That got me thinking - why do we care what we see during psychedelic experiences if they do not teach us anything meaningful and if we cannot take any useful lessons away from seeing them, at least continuously? I can understand the argument that seeing these things provides the inherent lesson of subjective ways in which to see the world and the possibility for deeper and/or more spiritual beings, but if they do not teach us anything, why do we continue pursuing them? Is there a point? Or do they just become a "side effect" of psychedelic experiences for which we have different mental and/or emotional intentions?
Right after the trip, we were also concerned about the nature of and reason for the visuals and various visions we had during the experience. I, for example, saw energy beams exploding out of our third eyes with multicolored apertures spinning vigorously around them. My partner saw giant webs of wings/leaves, with small eyes at every bend. While these things may be magnificent and "cool," it felt as if we were using the drug as a "party trick" to see cool colors and crazy stuff that did not really teach us anything.
That got me thinking - why do we care what we see during psychedelic experiences if they do not teach us anything meaningful and if we cannot take any useful lessons away from seeing them, at least continuously? I can understand the argument that seeing these things provides the inherent lesson of subjective ways in which to see the world and the possibility for deeper and/or more spiritual beings, but if they do not teach us anything, why do we continue pursuing them? Is there a point? Or do they just become a "side effect" of psychedelic experiences for which we have different mental and/or emotional intentions?