ETERNAL
Rising Star
I just had a very unpleasant experience and I'm wondering why. I loaded 60mgs in a vaporizer, pushed out all the air in my lungs and took in as much of the vapor as I possibly could. I don't know how much I got, but I think I took most of it. I usually pulse the vaporizer so I don't burn it, but I didn't do that this time. I just hit it like there was no tomorrow. I started feeling it while I was still hitting it, I laid down and closed my eyes and then all of the sudden I felt very shitty. I didn't blast off like normal, I remember opening my eyes and my equilibrium was thrown off and I couldn't see straight and everything was spinning. I was worried i was going to be permanently like that. I remember thinking maybe the dmt went bad and turned into poison or something when it was happening. It was very intense. I kept telling myself it will pass and i had to ride it out. I had bad pre flight anxiety before I did it, but I made myself do it anyway. Would you relate this to psychological or environmental factors? I haven't eaten all day because I was planning on taking a pharma journey, but this is making me second guess it. When I came down from it, I started to have an after effect of visions, like I normally do when coming back but the come up and peak wasn't Psychedelic fun, it was semi Psychedelic mind fuck. It's only a few months old and has been stored in a freezer and is still in beautiful crystal form.
I don't know what just happened, but it wasn't fun.
Any ideas?
Edit- I experienced an intense and amazing blast off with it two weeks ago using 50mgs.
I don't know what just happened, but it wasn't fun.
Any ideas?
Edit- I experienced an intense and amazing blast off with it two weeks ago using 50mgs.