i came across an article by Stan Grof recently which i haven't read in a year or two..its on this topic, and i found it really interesting
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dreamer042 said:
As I've mentioned before, for the past year or so every time I break through I encounter jesters that tell me very clearly on December 21 2012 we will be jumping into hyperspace forever. They are very adamant about it and there is no mistaking the point of their message.
I don't believe that at all, I'm not predicting any kind of miraculous occurrence on that date, if anything I'm putting my money on the bombs dropping before hedging my bets on any kind of collective ascension.
Since this is about dmt and 2012 i'll try and stay on topic, but forgive my ramblings..dreamer-Many of my experiences are similar to this. When breaking through or on aya or mushrooms i am often told that we are on the brink of gaining a much greater understanding of hyperspace, finishing our 'human transitional period' and completing our ape-to-starship metamorphosis..for lack of better language to explain it..(i'm aware more than most how completely insane that sounds..but actually the idea that we are on the brink of a greater understanding of hyperspace makes sense considering the amount of people exploring it now as compared to 10, 100, or 1000 years ago..not to mention our technological advancements which may shed light on ok i'll shut up). It usually comes in the form of fast paced 'downloads' that seem to be some sort of reflection of an eternal hyperspatial humanity that lives in some sort of non-local imaginatrix..(often, the impression in my head is the archetype of an unimaginabley hilarious cosmic party)
during these experiences there is also huge hints at how biological evolution is structured on a cosmic scale..those visions/feelings are the most difficult to language. whatever all that means or what validity it holds i don't really know, its just something i've experienced..and while what we read and think can heavily influence the experience-sometimes its very hard to see how its possible that my mind is making all of this up on its own, especially when taking into account the astounding synchronicities that can occur in and around these experiences that many people have which seem to spit in the face of statistical probabilities. But its all open to so many interpretations..i've spent hundreds of pages trying to sort the pieces of the life puzzle out but it always gets rearranged eventually..theres no point in believing one particular interpretation. brief background:
From the ages of maybe 4-7 i had a re-occurring dream which was was fleeting, bizarre, familiar yet alien, and impossible to explain or even remember save a tiny glimpse of a fractured feeling. the power and love encountered in this dream though left a big impression on me.. during that time, like most kids, i lived close to the imagination..as if life was a fun dream where anything was possible; a la the more active right brain typical of childhood..but for some reason i always had this undigested intuition that around the time i was around 20 or so we would all wake up from this illusory dream..(i broke through at 18 and i'll be 21 by 2012)i never really understood this, and i still don't..and am very open to the idea that i'm deluding myself, trust me here
while lying in bed at night around age 10, i would sometimes have very strange visions of an endlessly morphing liquid blob that i could mentally 'coax' out, which would then seamlessly shift into different emotional expressions of various humans and other beings that i 'was' while laying down in this laughing/crying state of ego-death..it was extremely strange for me but the sense of being right where i needed to be in life was palpable.. after it would fade, the feeling of that re-occurring dream i'd had many years ago would be glimpsed again, only to soon be forgotten once more. these experiences didn't fit into any model of life i'd encountered in western society at that time, so for the sake of alarming my parents and destroying my own sense of sanity i put them into the back of my mind and forgot about them until just a few years ago when i had more right-hemispheric experiences via psychedelic plants..but i wont get into that much since it would take hours.
The reason i mention all of this is because when these tryptamine 'download' experiences occur (particularly with aya) which have a very futuristic undertone, afterwards and sometimes during it i can enter into childhood memories and relive them, including the memory of that reoccurring dream i'd had as a very young kid..but this time it goes so much deeper and the meaning is illuminated through visual and mental connections to countless other things in a big jaw-dropping web of understanding. the other night this happened to a degree i'd never experienced before and it was so outrageously beautiful and humbling i'm still sort of shaken up by it. i can't believe the dots that i was passively observing my mind connect between the things i was experiencing, memories i as reliving, and much else. i wish i could explain this better :evil:
all personal reminiscing/delusions aside, I try to remain agnostic about these things..but i entertain a lot of possibilities regarding where humanity will be in 2, 10, 100, and 1000 years or more, since its endlessly fun and interesting
i don't know if any huge event will happen in 2012..but personally i doubt it..i just try to remain open, but not so open that my brain falls out.. i like to juggle as many possible interpretations/scenarios in my head as i can without getting too clingy to one particular one.. EXCEPT perhaps the one where nothing at all happens, since this is the most likely possibility and is the most useful to my/our existence here and now in this moment on planet earth which is in a very sticky situation indeed- the earth and its inhabitants need all the love and attention we can give it at this point..
this is one of the reasons why i feel that all the 2012 hype, regardless of whether its true or not, is unhealthy since it can influence people to think that we should just sit around, not strive to better ourselves or the earth or anything, and wait for the end of the world or the ufos to scoop us up off our dying planet. its always way more complex than we realize..and it does us NO GOOD to get too attached to any one interpretation and put it up as our own personal dogma. beliefs are so limiting (yes, i know, i believe that sentence! ooohh the agony :lol: )
wow..i'm so sorry for the long winded post..i got carried away

yall