"And I dont think the point is to transcend this world, like you said this world is beautiful and glorious. But has been tarnished with sin and such."
i dont believe in "sin"..nor do I think it has any relevance within the philisophical paradigm of buddhism..and this is important to my point here. You are talking about enlightenment within the buddhist paradigm, then talking about this world being tarnished with sin..
From wikipedpia..
en.wikipedia.org
"Sin, in religion, is an act that violates a known moral rule. The term sin may also refer to the state of having committed such a violation. Commonly, the moral code of conduct is decreed by a divine entity, i.e. divine law. Sin may also refer to refraining from action or simply desiring to act in violation of a moral norm. Fundamentally, sin is rebellion against, or resistance to, the direction of supreme authority, and enmity toward, avoidance of, or hatred of the good.[citation needed] Sin may also refer to something within human nature that has a proclivity to sin (see concupiscence).
Sin is often used to mean an action that is prohibited or considered wrong. In some religions (notably in Christianity), sin can refer not only to physical actions taken, but also to thoughts and internalized motivations and feelings. Colloquially, any thought, word, or act considered immoral, selfish, shameful, harmful, or alienating might be termed "sinful"."
I dont see the relevance of that defintion of sin within the buddhist paradigm.
"An elementary concept of "sin" concerns acts and elements of mundane earthly living that one cannot take into transcendental living. Food, for example, while a necessary good for the (health of the temporal) body, is not of (eternal) transcendental living and therefore its excessive savoring is considered a sin.[citation needed] A more developed concept of "sin" deals with a distinction between destructive (deadly) sins (mortal sin) and the merely dishonorable (harmful) sins of careless human living (venial sin) frequently tolerated by societies as a whole, or even encouraged by various cultures (e.g. those college fraternities and sororities notorious for their parties). In that context, mortal sins (sacrilege, murder, mortal violence, devastating calumny, hatred) are said to have the dire consequence of mortal penalty, while sins of careless living (gluttony, casual or informal sexuality, constant play, inebriation, gambling) have been philosophically regarded by some as essential spice for "transcendent" living, even though these may be destructive in the context of human living (obesity, drunkenness, vagrancy, infidelity, child abandonment, criminal negligence). See Asceticism, Stoic philosophy, Epicurean philosophy, and Hedonism."
That might fit the paradigm of buddhism a bit better, but still..I dont see how these things so much taint this world, as much as they simply color this world..not in a way that is ultumatily "good" or "bad"..things just are..I mean the universe is fucking amazing, wonderful and beautiful the way it is..and all that darkness you CHOOSE to look at or not look at does have a role to play..you dont have light without dark. You dont have one color without the entire spectrum..when was the last time you looked up and saw a single band of color in the sky in place of the rainbow?
If it wasnt for "sin", Adam might very well still be sitting in that garden, sure..but would Adam then still be a naive man unable to reach out for himself into a world of direct knowledge through a vast wealth of first hand experience?..Sorry I am just not of the camp that thinks that 1) nature somehow has fucked up..and that 2)a state of blissful ignorance is ideal compared to a state of thoroughly traveled realization..
So you are in the garden you never chose to leave..it is beautiful..but can you SEE it?..Ignorance mya be bliss, but gratitude is something you earn.
It's not that I look around and always enjoy what I see, or that I dont understand your concern for whats going on in the world..I just dont see it as out of place. Cosmos has a plan..cosmos has always had a plan.
The reality of the situation is that we ARE here..this world IS this way..I dont believe any of this is a mistake, and I dont believe any of this is to be taken for granted. You are fucking stardust brother..I am stardust..we are all starsdust..we've been on this path since the dawn of time and that is something to sit in awe of..NOTHING can take that away from you. There are no sinners and there are no mistakes..there is only the path..and as far as you think you can stray, you are always on that path.